Whoo Hoo I'm back in BLACK!!
Yeah, I was actually scheduled to come back tomorrow but POOF! Here I am back home one day ahead of schedule =p
So what happened while LyNn the BLOGGER was away? Huh huh huh???
So... *follow the tune of 'On The First Day of Christmas*
...On the 2nd day of CNY I dont know what to say~
Okay so the song didn't work -.-
So I spent the whole "chor yi" (I wasn't aware of the date, CNY MARH!! Follow traditional calendar =p)
hanging out in my grannie's house playing singing with my 12-year old cousin.
Gambled oso larh, tee hee. Capital: 1 Winning: 11
Haha but blackjack and the 3 cards thing was the only ones I know how to play.
Then I finished a total of 2 450-paged books in a day!! That's a record. Yep, I was that bored.
So I finished Sophie Kinsella's 'Remember Me?' and Cecelia Ahern's 'If You Could See Me Now'...
The 3rd day- one of the funnest-slash-funniest days of my CNY days! Whoopee I spent the whole 3rd and 4th days with my friends!! And my parents was socialising with their parents. Freaky, but HEY that's a start =p
So we went BANANA-BOATING...
The whole experience was PHENOMENAL.
So we 'boarded' the boat and WUIISHHH let the fun begin!! We were riding and sceaming like a pack of HOOLIGANS and suddenly someone was like,"Eh lynn, let go, dropping dy"
I was like, WTH?!?! HE'S GONNA DROP US?? ARE WE GONNA DIE?? I DONT KNOW HOW TO SWIM!!
Yeah the thing was, I had a life jacket.
Another thing was, I DID know how to swim.
I panicked and looked bad. And incredibly cute... Cuz they were like saying~ *Let's not get out of the main point here shall we?*
Then that FELLA MACHA GUY dropped us in the middle of that sea. Note that in beaches there's a big red ugly sign that says *DANGER ZONE. STAY OUT*
He dropped us there la. He HAD to drop us there la.
Then I was like, imgonnadie imogonnadie then Meizhi was like, LyNn it's part of the package.Tip when banana-boating- pay attention to the package part.
Oh fine. SHEESH.
Apparently we had to climb back to the banana boat and ride back to the other part of the beach... I was shouting the whole time =D Then we were reaching the umbrella thing where they were selling the package I realised it was finally going to be over... My mind drifted. Then WUISHHH I fell. Again.
It's also part of the stupid package to drop us off like that.
Hardy har har. Then we played sea volleyball because we figured it was more enticing... It didn't work. We ended up playing sea serve. We only knew how to serve. HAH.
Then we went back to the apartment and had dinner... *Yummy*
Note: When your parents meet your friends' parents the main thing they talk about is "Wat to cook for dinner ah??"
And there goes the conversation starter. Haha.
We must exercise after dinner to maintain good health. The exercise must not be too vigorous nor too light. A very good example of after-meal exercises are... *PICTURE AND VIDEO TAKING*!!! So we had a warming up session by taking pictures around the hotel-slash-residential apartment lobby though there were not much to take. Then... to the beach!! Late night beach walking is CReEpY. We saw cows emerging from the waters. Crap.
So we went back up *tee hee* then we took videos of our shadows! We were dancing under the lamp post for 'A Night to Remember' and I was playing the male role =p but nobody can c wad, we took vids of shadows nia.. After a lil bit of editing, it'll be available on youtube!! The amazingness of LyNn's choreography xDDD People were staring because we were dancing and twirling like stupiaks but, who cares? it's CNY!!
Then later at night we gambled again >< Felt dam guilty.. but the sins of the world are the most pleasurable things to do... *sobs* I'm disappointed in myself.
I almost won. I almost lost. Capital: RM10 Outcome: RM10
Spent and earned zero bucks for 3 hours of fun-filled time.
I woke up to an unfamiliar room the next morning.
Don't worry ye lads, I aint been drinkin' at all y'all =p
Apparently I spent the night in my friend's aparment and my parents went back without me.
They also went to malacca without me. But... Ah well =p
So morning morning at 9am we went to the beach. We were playing beach volleyball that eventually turned into beach serve... again. =p
Then went to the sea and said: "EH THE SAND SO FINE HOR?? LIKE MUD LEH ><"
So we ended up putting sand on ourselves and called it "sand-spa treatment" Hardy har har, a bunch of girls (and a guy ) that has nothing else better to do in a sunny morning on a beach =p
Then we went back to the sea to wash off the "treatment" *guffaws*
We swam and I tried to float on seawater (what a challenge -.-) and got bored of it =p
So back to the sand!! Made sandcastles that ended up as a seaturtle =p (mine only lah)
Then made sand angels which ended up as... well i dont think it can be described in words ><
Then drew our names and signatures and wishes on sand!! that was apparently the funnest part because it was the only thing that worked for me. HAH.
So then we moved to the pool!! and tried to meditate in water.. because there was this super small wading pool that only fit the four/five/six of us!! So we were all sitting that yoga pose in water and closed our eyes. So this super fat sunburnt lady was staring at us. hahaha..
So then went back because dad got sick of travelling and eating out. I got sick of eating out -.- So home we go!!
And here I am xP
CNY xD
Chinese New Year... What's the fuss all about?
Traditionally, Chinese New year is the time where the whole family goes to meet up in their hometown to welcome the coming of spring. The end of winter is here, and spring is taking over. The red stuff and firecrackers were meant to chase the monster that eats children away.
Now, in modern days, my peers and I agree that Chinese New Year is a time where we get loads of cold hard cash that looks hot ( because they're in red packets, for one ) and the time where no matter what time you wake up, everybody is already up before you, doing stuff. Not that we wake up late, of course.
So I woke up today morning at 7am, rolling on my bed thinking that it was silly to get up so early because everybody will still be sleeping. Big mistake. So I just rolled on my bed thinking about something that I myself don't know, up till the moment my sister came in and woke me up. Yep, I thought she was still sleeping. Anyway, so I got up, INTENDING to brush my teeth but ended up cleaning the room before that. Why? Because it looks like a garage sale that failed in my room -.- Clothes lying everywhere, paper-cut 'confetti' ( which, in this case, is desperately seeking for a dwelling place- the trashcan ) and my new clothes along with a few bags and other smaller accessories. Boy I do have a lot of stuff on my bed -.- So then after that I brushed my teeth, got my butt downstairs to get the whole family all dressed up, asking me to get back upstairs to change because we were going out. Sheesh, and I thought that today was a 'free-time' day.
My head was hurting the whole journey to Puchong, and once I reached we had a small session of service with the family members. Yeah, my whole paternal extended family are Christians. Proud =) So after that, I wanted to just laze in the AV room watching DVDs with my cousins, but instead I got dragged to cut garlic. Well, at least I knew that white thing was a garlic. I used like, half an hour to cut 1 biji of garlic. My mum did it in less than 10minutes--
HEYY FIREWORKS!!! Lol. Distraction. So my mum did it in less than 10 minutes and I was very very ashamed of myself. But then again, I was.
Then my head hurt the whole time back from Puchong to my house. Yep. My dad says it's lack of sleep. Like, dude I slept for 7 hours yesterday. Enough is enough -.- So then he was complaining and bla bla bla... Then finally, HOME SWEET HOME!!
I entered the house... to find the kitchen packed with vegetables and other food. Yep, I totally missed that in the morning, because I was rushing out. Then WUIISSHHH it hit me. Well, it's a day before Chinese New Year. I had to help out in the kitchen... or else.
So I entered the kitchen... tried my very best to help, but found myself halau-ed upstairs because... Well... HEYY BUTTERFLY!! Then I turned on the pc and sang my heart out!! xD
Then I chatted with a few people... 1 of them was asking about my dog... Haha... He was calling it anjing sayur -.-
After that I gave my sweet veggie dog a bath.. and tied PINK ribbon on its ears!!! Yeah, she was pretty annoyed with it-- the fact that the ribbon kinda tickles her ears and the fact that she looked absolutely PERFECT ( she just didn't realise it herself )... xP
Then I went back into the house, took a bath and got ready to go out!! Well, not really out. The reunion dinner is next door. Haha. Lucky me huh?? We're never late for reunion dinners ever since we shifted here!! Neat, eh?
So during the dinner I was staring at my incredibly cute niece, ALLISON SIM WENG YAN!! xD My HK sweetheart =p
She is dazzlingly hawt in a 2-month's baby way. Will upload pics of her soon, she absopolutesly LOVES me. It's my first time, you know, to get those creatures that puke and scream and cry to love me. =DD ( P.S I made 2 dogs die. I guess certain babies could just sense it, you know. But HEYY I seriously honestly didn't intend to kill the puppies... they just DIED!! )
So now here I am blogging, full in the tummy and gaining more weight by the minute!! Chinese New Year food ALWAYS rock =)
CNY xD
Woots people I am SOO into traditional Chinese paper cutting!! So it all started when we decided to do this thing for the special program sempena chinese new year this year... So I'm supposed to be writing the emcee notes thing, but what can I say? I'm an artist. No inspiration, nothing can be done. LOL kononnya lar -.- =p
So So So... after all these DECADES (exaggeration) I finally figured out how to cut out a chinese character!! I am telling you man, it's tough in the beginning but once you get the hang of it; WUIISSHH you get SO addicted to doing it. Hardy har har. So here's a pic of my BEST paper cutting so far =D
Yep this is my masterpiece =D
dam bangga about it xDDD
Besides that... I AM SO INTO DAVID ARCHULETA!! Yes, the Hema fever has made its way to infecting me as well...
I am telling you his songs are addictive and Hema's fevers are ALWAYS contagious. =p
Well, at least, to me, of course. Haha.
So so so... wishing everybody a delightful happy chinese new year to y'all that are celebrating it out there!!
Yes people, I am indeed very proud of my masterpiece. Interested to learn please contact 999 to get to my cell phone. LOL. haha.
Wow.. I don't look upset for someone that just lost her bag.. Ah well.. life goes on... (although my dad is still not over it -.-)
So today went to counseling room for the relationship test.. So it kinda tests what type of girlfriend I am..
So here's the results.. I'm.. Ke... something -.-
It kinda means I like to control my partner -.-
And I get jealous easily, but my partner usually loves me too much to let go of me so he kinda yields to everything I say to make me happy =D
If only I found someone like that -.-
Moving on.. so I was wandering in school after schooling hours playing chess with random strangers -.-
got scolded cuz I dont know the rules.. hahaha
not scolded larh, just people think I'm weird because I dont know the rules.
Dude, it's a chess club meet. who DOESN'T look weird there.
Then went to mamak for that meeting -.-
The storyline was kinda nice and lame I guess..
Had ice cream for lunch xDDD dad gonna kill me if he finds out xPPPPP
Then once I reached home they asked about the bag. Sighhh I hate it laarrr..
Ah well. Can't let it ruin my mood.
Moodless better than moody right -.-
I AM SO DARN ANNOYED WITH PERIMBUN.
SOMEONE STOLE MY BAG DURING LATIHAN SUKAN WEYH.
Omg y laa they hate me so much -.-
Now my phone my hse keys and IC- the whole WALLET gone -.-
Not to mention my really nice and ironic pink bag along with the nice furry white thing.
Whoever that took it arr... seriously weyh take money enuf larr for wat wan my IC n ID card?
Wanna put in altar n pray to it izit???
Sheesh man so GRHHHHHH annoying larh these type of ppl -.=
they got no damn life izit???
Go get a life man, rather than ruining other ppl's 1.. -.-
just when i was SO DAM HAPPY cuz I talked to cullenist today, on the same day my phone must be gone larh -.-
Annoying u noe?!?
Damn man, I got dak zui hu o??? HUH??
GOT NO MONEY BUY OWN HP IZIT. GOT NO MONEY BUY OWN BAG N KEYS IZIT.
and my WALLET T.T
just oni chg for LESS THAN A WEEK and someone stole it -.-
TOUS WEYH!! GARH I AM SO DARN PISSED LAR.
hopefully can find it in school tomorrow, hopefully its just some prank --
But if it is my phone wouldnt be off --
I have no idea why its off -.-
tht fella ar i tell u --
UN-Believable..
We officially spoke to the cullenist guy today!!! WHOO HOO!!!!
So outside the staircase part of the building, we were all PSYCHED to talk to him.. xDDD Vanessa and Briggita backed out.. Ginny was being the "oh-why-do-u-care" character... I almost backed out, cuz i was so scared!! ><
Kay then in the end me, hema, pavies and ginny were waiting there... for him... then suddenly....
HE FAINTED!!
nawh, just kidding xP
So he walked down from the stairs and we were all STUNNED. Pavi was like, "he's there!" and the next second everyone was just staring at him walk away.. hahaha
Then suddenly, *snap* we got into our senses... So we started chasing him, trying to look oblivious but it was so dam obvious we were chasing him 'cuz we were all giggling and o-m-g-ing..
Then Hema got sick of it and said, Ginny call his sidekick!!
P.S: He's got a not-cute guy as his 'best friend' which we call - the sidekick -
So Ginny called larh.. ZHI JIAN!! Then I was like, his name is Zi Yang lar.. -.-
Then we were arguing over what's his sidekick's name until HEMA walked right up to CULLENISM and called his name!!
ZHEN FENG!!!
He ignored.
ZHEN FEEENNNGGGG!!!!
He turned *heart thumps at my ears*
*Hema takes out Briggita's phone with Edward Cullen's pic in it*
Hema: Hi. Do you speak english?
LyNn : Doof don't be so mean!!
Cullen : Yes...?
Hema : You know we've been stalking you right??
LyNn : (monolog dalaman) I dont think he knows what stalking means. Ah well.
Cullen : HUH???
Hema : *shoves out phone* YOU LOOK LIKE THIS GUY.
Pavi : -gasp- I can't believe it!!!! *&^@#^%!$@%^#$@#&*@^#$) (inaudible language)
Cullen : *smiles* Oh.. So you want my number?
LyNn : WT*&^&*^$@#)&*$@#$^)*&^^%&^)&^ (no audible language) NO!!! We're not that desperate, sheesh -.-
Cullen : Oh... then?
Hema : No larh, just wanted you to know..
Cullen : Oh.. thanks. bla bla bla
LyNn and Pavi walks off to the school gate. WHOOPEEE!!!!!! *freaks out*, *says goodbye*
Here I am blogging!!! WOAH I AM TELLING YOU MAN HE IS HAWT.
Treat others the way they treat me..
If they treat me good... mai treat them good lorh..
If they treat me bad... ignore them gwa...
I soooo wanna speak to my sleepover buddies...
seems like most of them gt too much to think about...
Feel so left out in things..
Feeling what I should not feel to the WRONG person =.=
So I love angela.. haha..
She was like, listening to me sing the whole maths time..
I sang soo many songs weyh! now my sore throat is back -.-
like, breathe oso pain ><
Then maths teacher lectured when she entered cuz it was too noisy...
I still remembered she said.. "SIAPA YANG MENYANYI TU?!! BANYAK SANGAT MASA NAK MENYANYI KER?? "
LOL I was nervous xD
Then went for latihan rumah sukan.. ran 200m and got 1st!! xDDD
Too bad tak cukup masa =p
After running felt like.. blackout.
haha.. hea hurts like shyt man.. bt nvm larh, fun oso..
van n hem felt the same thing xDDDD
we're all partners in dizzy-ing..
Then bugged sir zafran to giv marks for koko xP
Now here I am blogging... =D
Wanna talk n spill stuff to people larh.
SPILL SPILL SPILL!!!
hahaha cm was forcing me to spill today..
turned out I shouted "IM IN LOVE WITH ANSON" multiple times
too y'all that heard out there, it aint true aite -.-
just hope cm dun c tis lar LOL
yes, I am THIS bored.
guess what irludm means xD
I - I
R - Really...
L - Love..
U - U..
D - DREAM
M - MAN!!!
haha.. hanjon's version on irludm... Didint mean to make fun of the ori 1 btw, dun get offended ><
So bored!! Suddenly phone no credit, how inconvenient -.- Have to wait till monday to top up... T.T
Happy birthday Jason Thow my dear son!!!! xDDD
Remember that ur mom LOVES u aite...
Dai gor zai luu... sang seng abit arh!!
So sorry I cant make it to your party..
*coughs* I'm sick x.X
Congratulations on the confirmation Flee my dear 1st husband!! xDDDD
remember that although I have *counts* 11 husbands, I still love you MORE. haha.
So sorry I couldn't make it to your confirmation.. My dad dont let me attend catholic churches x.X
*sobs* I really wanna see you walk down the aisle with another woman, but...
SO SORRY!!
LOL my husband is walking down the aisle with another woman. Haha.
Sorry I missed the youth gathering, ric..
Like I said, cya next monday xP
So so so... Here I am rotting at home, counting the seconds till.. well.. I don't know. I guess I'm just passing through the world, leaving no footprints (I have really clean shoes).. making no difference... waiting to die.. Lol. The definition of rotting probably.
I WANT TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN SOMEBODY'S LIFE!!! well, a positive one -.-
Yeah I'm crapping again.
Happy crapping lynn xDD
Just came back from seeing the doctor today... So here's the outcome- I've got EXTREMELY low blood pressure (he emphasized on the 'extreme' -.-) Mine is like, 86/66.. average person 120/70.. Freakin cool. That's why everytime i climb the stairs will fel woozy. Damn, i thought that was normal -.-
Okay 'cause of my unhealthyness i got scolding from my dad -.- Sheesh i thought it was normal aite.
So because of this health crisis i'm supposed to...
- Sleep at least 8 hours per day
- Drink hot / warm drinks only, no cold drinks at all -.-
- Take zero fried food (in conjunction with my sore throat LOL)
- Exercise regularly =.=
- Take appropriate medication at appropriate time.. sighhhh
- No skipping or adding of meals
But I don't think I'm gonna keep this up- Staying healthy isn't even the trend now man.. Hardy har har. Teenagers usually live with sleep deprivation and zombie walking (due to overeating junk food or not eating at all -.-)
So to fully enjoy this coming cny, I shall stay healthy and sleep at 10pm everyday!! (as if -.-)
I am soooo darn in love with this song ^^
That's how you know~ xDDD
Okay I fell in love with this song's lyrics man.. It's so sweet!! I keep singing it in school and now i got sore throat, hahaha..
So here's the lyrics... it's really sweet ^^
How does she know you love her?
How does she know she's yours?
How does she know that you love her?
How do you show her you love her?
How does she know that you really, really, truly love her?
How does she know that you love her?
How do you show her you love her?
How does she know that you really, really, truly love her?
It's not enough to take the one you love for granted
You must remind her, or she'll be inclined to say...
"How do I know he loves me?"
"How do I know he's mine?"
Well does he leave a little note to tell you you are on his mind?
Send you yellow flowers when the sky is grey? Heyy!
He'll find a new way to show you, a little bit everyday
That's how you know, that's how you know!
He's your love...
You've got to show her you need her
Don't treat her like a mind reader
Each day do something to lead her
To believe you love her
Everybody wants to live happily ever after
Everybody wants to know their true love is true..
How do you know he loves you?
How do you know he's yours?
Well does he take you out dancin' just so he can hold you close?
Dedicate a song with words meant just for you, ooh~
He'll find his own way to tell you
With the little things he'll do
That's how you know
That's how you know!
He's your love
He's your love...
Because he'll wear your favorite color
Just so he can match your eyes
Rent a private picnic
By the fires glow-ohhh!
His heart will be yours forever
Something everyday will show
That's how you know...
He's your love...
That's how she knows that you love her
That's how you show her you love her
That's how you know...
Yeah, it's the song from enchanted xDD
I like the happy working song too xP bt not tht meaningful larh the lyrics =x
That's how you know...
He's your love...
People, you're in luck.
I am so freakin bored.
Explain why.
Oh, I don't know, probably because I have nothing to do??
Okay I actually have loads to do -.-
Add maths homework, maths homework and est article.
Laaa i got no mood to do larhh... WHAT TO DO WHAT TO DO?!?!
I edited pictures today... and the day before... and the day before that...
Well I downloaded picasa a few days back and I just realised it's actually fun to edit pictures!! Well, maybe for the first few pictures.
Then I got bored of it, AND I ran out of pictures.
Yeah, it's that bad.
Not really a fan of camwhoring solo xP
So that brought me back to step 1.
Nothing to do.
Yes, as what my muii (Josh Ng) said, I am here.. ROTTING AWAY.
Wasting time, wasting earth's very limited resources just to keep my computer on.
Wasting money to pay the bills.
Wasting energy by sitting and fidgeting and whacking things around.
Wasting my effort by pointless blogging.
What else to waste ar?
Whatever -.-
It's just that...
You know, it's really hard to find something to do.
I wanna audi.... T_____________T
Gah I still feel like puking -.-
Feel like I can never smile again.
Okay I dont think that's really relevant at this point, but...
I STILL feel like I can never smile again.
Not that anyone cares, but -.-
I STILL cant see myself smiling again.
Im so lazy.
Y'know these are just complains, you dont really have to take in all the details and find out frm me after reading this you noe.
Cuz by the time anyone reads this, I probably won't remember. Hardy har har.
I like the pics i edited xD but its kinda boring.
SEE?? Everything I do in my life is BORING.
I'm a boring person!!
-gasps- I'm so worried =[
Great now I'm worried AND boring.
You know I just crapped a lot here. Thanks for reading my craps.
GAHHHH IM SO BORED!!!
Watched twilight today...!!
Not as good as I expected, I shall rate it...3 stars.
why 3 stars? ITS AS IF THE SHOW HAS BEEN FAST-FORWARDING THE WHOLE DAMN TIME. Edward Cullen don't look as hot as I imagined, and he's not really that sweet because... WHAT HAPPENED TO THE SWEET TALK AND THE FLIRTING MAN??? *inhales, exhales*
Another thing was, they talk as if they're WHISPERING. Okay call it romantic, but it's a movie. Hello? Audiences need to LISTEN. Jacob Black looked ugly. The scene at the meadow was like, what? 10 seconds? Also, 1 part which I find very very disturbing was... Bella just walked from the school to the woods to tell Edward he's a vampire. Touchy, "Say it OUT LOUD.." but hello? what brought her to the woods in the first place? It's like, out of the blues she gets freaked out with Edward, walks to the woods, Edward follow her and voila, explanation time. Err... babak tergantung, ever noticed? Gosh man... The movie so far has brought me utter disappointment...
Well, only the movie sucked. The book was worth more than 6 stars, I'd say. Stephenie Meyer really can bring anyone out there feel like anything could happen. It's a magical world out there, filled with plenty of Edward-ians or Cullenists... We just need to find time to look for them, overlooking their kecacatan-ness... Too bad, I don't believe in the existence of other cullenists =p
First day of school!!
Purposely bring PINK school bag to school... Ironic marh. Wanna do something out of he ordinary for a change. Btw I just noticed that ppl frm alfa class likes dull-coloured bags -.- Wanna be different lorh. Then assembly!! Sucks lar, last time got pengetua only 1 speech. Now no pengetua tot dun hav speech.. manatau ada 2 pulak -.- Like competition who's 1 longer nia -.- Then then then... Class distribution... Shoking-est thing happened... I wasn't happy. Anyway so I sat next to Angela... She's really nice xP Purposely chose to sit at the back of the class so can sleep larh. Did a test run- teacher toking bout sthg outside I was drawing... I didn't get caught. Loction:set. Bt not 100% sitting there larh, gonna change class places again -.- First day got homework dy... But... didn't plan on doing. Lol. And I actually took a nap today!! Shyts man. If tonight cant slp dono find hu tim -.- Hopefully tomorrow dont officially start lessons yet, I don't have any exercise books! Yep. I did zero prep for this year. My intention was to use last year's books, but... I dono where they went -.- So while I try to recover them, I will do all my work on A4 papers. Yep. And if I still couldnt find it by the end of the year, i will BIND it. Hah.
1. Name the people you tagged.
Uh huh. Nuh-uh.
2. Describe yourself in one word.
myself.=)
3. Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
I don't think the one I love is pick-able... *sobs*
4. Have you ever loved someone before but never had the courage to tell him/her?
Always. Gee, I hate to say it, but do girls have to make the first move?
5. How if people reject your confess face to face?
Reject? Nt gonna happen (refer question 4)
6. God is giving u just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, IF you love someone special, what will you say to that person?
I'm back on Earth! Will you trade places with me? Please? O:) kidding. you should have seen the look on ur face!! xP
7. What will u say to a person who doesn’t want to believe u?
you mean you dont WANT to believe me?? then DONT. sheesh. =p
8. Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
I wish I could, would someone teach me? Please? *laugh-out-loud*
9. Do you have something special with you all the time?
Yes, ME. Wait- I aint no thing!! Lol. Then... nothing =D
10. Long distance love ?
Tried it, lost it (sorta)... Stuff like that happens- when he studies abroad, moves to alaska, went to heaven because he accepted your offer of trading places... Lol.Things happen.
11. Best place to cry.
At a funeral :(
12. Who do you love the most?
God!
13. Tell us of your dream last night?
I've been dreaming?? WHOA.
14. Ever hated someone so bad?
I did, once. But regretted it, cuz haters got no life.
15. The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
Han Jon can sing. Oh, dear... x)
16. The last person you had a beer with?
Youth farewell party. Charge me guilty ><
17. The last person you went to the movies with?
Sandman. LOL.
18. The last person you talked on the cell phone with?
Mum. Mother. Ma. Mummy. Mumzies.
19. The last person you hugged?
IRFANAH. OUTSIDE SCHOOL. =p
20. The last person you yelled at?
The TV!
21. In the last week have you kissed someone?
Oh, gee, this is hard. Okay I'm prepared. NO.
22. Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?
because it changed the channel. Blame the one with the remote.
23. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
Free pistachio ice cream in school. Seriously. xP
24. If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
La-la land =p
25. What you hate the most?
Lies. Death. Fake-ness. Awkwardness. Things that doesn't go my way, wuishh.
26. What would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
The people around me. :{
27. Five facts About Me:
. I talk. ALOT.
.. I laugh. ALOUD. lol.
... I lost interest in guys. Felicia, I hate to have to break this up to you. LOL!
.... I eat. AlOT too, but it seems like fats only go to the bottom part of my body! &*$#!!
..... I'm naturally a carefree girl, but i frequently suffer frm gotta-freak-out-nw-drama-queen-the-whole-world's-crushing-down-on-you moments
28. Five things that scare me:
. Death
.. Clowns or any sort of stupid mascots
... Ghosts
.... Dark,eerie places.
..... Vanessa's siren. x.X
29. Two Songs Playing in My Head Lately:
. Ultraviolet - The Stiff Dylans (Boy if someone dedicates that song to me...)
.. Ming Tian Yi Hou - Lam Fung and Vincy Chan (I'm obsessed with it!)
30. Five Things I treasure in my life:
THINGSS?? uhh.
. Ermm, i dont really treasure any 'thing' in my life! omg, i cant think of any!! *faints*
Ok, maybe i treasure my cash.. My bed, bolster, laptop and err ipod? nahhhhh. I practically put it aside already.. and i dun like my phone since Day 1.. sooooo, i don't reallly treasure my stuffs! tsktsktsk.
Okay okay so that's the end of one (1) survey =p Time for resolutions!! Mm mm...
BOZO 01
- Bozo shall be the word of the year.
BOZO 02
- SPM shall have FULL PRIORITY in my life once it begins *winks*
BOZO 03
- I will appreciate and gain a closer relationship with friends by smsing all of my friends more often.
BOZO 04
- I will neglect my gaming and anime priorities twice a week.
BOZO 05
- I will hand in my survival camp report.
BOZO 06
- I will finish my survival camp report before handing it in.
BOZO 07
- I will comply to the school rules and dresscode.
BOZO 08
- I will complete and submit all my homework on time.
BOZO 09
- I will not sleep in/during/through class.
BOZO 10
- I will not copy the assignments of other classmates.
BOZO 11
- I will bring an appropriate school bag to school.
BOZO 12
- I will sleep before 1am on school nights.
BOZO 13
- I will not skip any classes without permission.
BOZO 14
- I will mourn over my failed subjects and try harder instead of cherishing and celebrating them.
And lastly,
BOZO 15
- I will find and achieve inner peace by doing yoga!!
Lols... Note that those 'BOZOs on top will not- I repeat, will NOT be treated seriously. xP
Junior Camp 2008 dude!!
Day 1…
Had a VIP entrance and welcome when I arrived man… CHAIRPERSON marh.. The one chairperson that came late in God knows how many years this junior camp has been going on. After the ice breaking game, there was singing, I guess… I totally forgot the programs… I just remembered the advanced physical training exam that I successfully FAILED. Then had workshop for the juniors I guess.. Whoa the juniors were DAMN DAMN GWAI lor.. I can see that Ta’s group was very very effective on the first day, grats Ta! Jess was having language errors xP but she got the attention of the juniors all right. Then arts and crafts… Wow some of the juniors actually liked me!! I. am. Glad. Man. Then for the prison break game the juniors were so FILLED WITH ENDORPHINS AND GLUCOSE man.. They were running here and there.. It was a simple game of TAG and yet they were so happy! Easy to satisfy man! Then wash up and dinner time… Then Uncle Raymond presented a magic show.. Jes and I was panicking, searching for a thank you gift for uncle Raymond… Then Sir Tan was like, showing off his COLLECTION of greeting cards.. which includes- Happy Birthday, Congratulations, Thank You, Merry Christmas, and a cow card. Lol. Quote of the day: GENIUSES LIKE ME PREPARE BACKUP FOR BOZOS LIKE Y’ALL… AREN’T YOU ALL GLAD?? (The ‘genius’ was referring to Sir Tan, apparently) And uh, note to self: The opposite of genius is bozo. Hardy har har. Then had a meeting after the treasure hunt- we skipped dinner T.T but had a really really really heavy supper… haha.. Then after that evaluation meeting Jes and I took a midnight shower with cold water.. dam syi0k 99 man.
Day 2...
Woke up at 6am and went around patrolling up till the time to go on the bus… Because my mum didn’t bring me slippers I had to wear melvin’s colorful 1… Seriously I thank him man, if it wasn’t for that slipper I can’t play water T.T Come to think about it, I didn’t really play water lorh- but good oso larh. Lols. But den hor… Why did he bring an extra pair of slippers in the first place? God knows why. Haha. Anyways during the games rite, got a lot of juniors larh, and I seriously got them all mixed up -.- I tell you, I called at least 5 people Bryan -.- Then everyone had to walk that SUPER LONG TRAIL to the bus… Feli and I were singing.. Ta was like, Hahaha-ing all the way, lols.. Then suddenly a pedestrian saw us!! He was laughing!! I was like, WTH!!! We were doing stupid movements and actions when we were singing man.. chunted lorh.. Then feli tripped about 4 times -.- JALAN KAKI TAK TENGOK MATA. LOL man!! Hahahaha…. Then when reaching the bus stop started raining abit.. Feli suddenly jumped and was like, EH I GOT BANANA!! Err.. what? EH EH I MEAN UMBRELLA -.- I duno why she said banana man -.- ahhahaa… Then on the bus I tried to sleep without getting my picture taken, but failed at it… So sad man… That bin tai yang go take pics of people sleeping… But I deleted mine on the last day.. *smirk smirk* Then special program time, I shifted about 4 huge tables man!! SOME PEOPLE dowan help larh =.= Call so many times oso dowan help T.T but ah well.. Let him be gal bah. Then after special program and stuffs had another meeting.. After the meeting where everyone is supposed to SLEEP Sir Tan tried to goring bihun for us.. After we finish 1 packet Joseph go cook another packet.. Then we all ate again.. Then HanJon wanna cook ANOTHJER packet but didn’t xP den the whole time Ta was like, I’m so hungry I’m so hungry.. Lols… going thru puberty =x
Day 3…
Woke up the earliest lorh, coz feli woke me up -.- Then we went to brush teeth lar, but I forgot my toothbrush -.- Then went back to get it, suddenly the room stuffs fell!! I was like, omg wth was dat?? Then yang walked out -.- ED man I tell u -.- Then blah blah blah games… The self control games were se-weet man!! Playing the juniors (ahem not playing WITH the juniors) was a lot of fun! Then they play dodgeball and captain ball.. I took that time to delete the ugly pics from yang’s camera, tried to balance the stick on my finger, and acted talked to the three juniors that didn’t want to play capt. Ball.. =) Then after the closing had evaluation meeting… Then WASH TOILET >< then bye jor lu…
TRULY FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART I THANK THE JUNIOR CAMP COMMITTEE WHO WASTED THEIR SWEAT, TIME AND ENERGY FOR THIS CAMP… THANKS TO THE OFFICERS IN CHARGE AS WELL, FOR CORRECTING US .. THANKS ALL!! ^^
By the way, people, I am making my blog public- since I’ve got no secrets to tell =p So LINK ME IN UR BLOGS YEAA…
Sorry guys, I haven’t been a good girl lately; I’m so darn lazy to blog.
So what happened on Christmas? Hmm hmm hmm… Let me see… So I went to church for the morning service, the youth had to present ‘O Holy Night’ accompanied by a guitar. Whoa I’m telling you, guitar plucking for that song rocks man!! Then our singing sort of sucked, I guess… but let’s not get too far =p
Then I went to my aunt’s house with my family, met Hong Kong friends, German friends, Singapore friends- I am telling you, that is one hell of a gathering. The food rocks, as usual… The Hong Kong couple was cooking, and the roast beef was beyond delicious- like, seriously. The salad looks like puke though =p I have pictures of all the food, but too bad I don’t know where my camera went. Yeah, it WENT somewhere. Lol. Then we were supposed to be at church for dinner, but the Wii Fit was so darn chunted I skipped church to play it. Hardy har har.. Don’t know what’s Wii fit? Google it. Personal piece of mind- Wii fit is way better than Wii. It’s not like Wii isn’t nice enough, they HAD to invent Wii Fit.. My days in my aunt’s house are no longer boring, man…
Okay so what did I do today? Woke up at 4am to finish typing the constitution (evil thing).. Then I went back to sleep after completing it.. Woke up again at 9am and had cheesecake and chocolate muffin for breakfast!! Then at 10am tai kor call me yam cha.. haha.. So ate breakfast AGAIN. I didn’t take breakfast there though, I just yam cha nia.. Then he fetched me to church.. Before that I went home to take bag larh.. Something really really really stupid happened today -.- So I went to yamcha in the morning right, and I didn’t bring my bag.. I just took my phone and wallet.. or PURSE. Whatever =p Then after yam cha I put my stuff here and there larh.. Then when I was rushing out for the meeting, I just took my phone and bag.. Clearly I left my wallet behind.. And the best part is- I didn’t know I left it behind!! So when I reached I had one hour to spare, so I was walking around suntex larh.. There was no telephone shop there; I can’t even buy myself credit -.- So I was walking, one lady asked me I I was going to work -.- Then I was like, no.. Then she asked if I was going to school -.- I was like, no.. I go find friend.. Then she was like, oh.. kk… LOL man -.- Then I bumped to her again and she asked me for money -.- I was like, sorry I don’t have.. (I thought I lied to her, but mana tau I really bo money -.-) Then went to wantan mee shop to eat lunch larh.. Because got nothing better to do… I thought of going to Feli’s house, but I don’t dare, because I don’t really know my way there -.- So I just sat there and ordered.. Then something told me to search my bag.. I searched and searched.. to find that my wallet was MISSING. My stupid head jumped to the conclusion where that old lady stole it -.- stupid, I know. Then I realized I left it at home! I felt like the dumbest person on earth man, seriously. After that I cancelled my order, the lady laughed -.- Then I went to church and waited!! So that was the story of the day, I suppose =p So after the meeting, Jian fetched me home. End of story.
I feel dumb.
Camps updates~!
Okay okay okay.. So here's the pics from the pangkor camp, sorry i didn't update them sooner, my dad took the liberty to 'repair' my pc while I was away. Unfortunately it broke down, so I'm stuck with the laptop. Which is very very very inconvenient for me, because the keypad sucks.
Look, I'm trying to blog here??
Wow.. din update for so long jors..
Emo alert.
I knew it was a right move to go to school on friday. =D
Wrote another script today. Empty.
I just came back from my aunt's house and somehow something made me open my blog. I went straight to the cbox, hesitating for a while before started reading it. I hate confrontations. Anyway, I really felt touched by what all of you said. Thanks, and I really agree with Felicia.. Blogging really did make me feel better. The last post was posted before I went to church, and my dad was shouting at me because I was not yet prepared. I felt really upset in the morning, but very very much better now. Thanks to all that were concerned, I really appreciate it. Love you guys (and girl) so much. Anyways, when I arrived church I was, as usual, greeted with enthusiastic friends I meet every Sunday. They can be considered as my childhood friends, we've been to plenty of camps together... Felt slightly better when I saw them, partly because I wanted to get away from my dad as soon as possible. He was complaining in the car about silly stuff... Something about me being delusional and always daydreaming. Is daydreaming illegal now? Sheesh. So I entered the worship hall and prayed, as usual. When I was praying I tried hard not to think of other stuff, and prayed really hard for God to comfort me. God obviously answered my prayer because the hymns were really comforting. I forgot what they were called, all I know is that it really comforted me.. The sermon helped me a teeny bit, actually. But the hymns and the responsive readings were what comforted me most. I forgot how the church really can comfort me. I felt happy when we left church to my aunt's house. My cousin came back from Labuan, so we went biking together.. Watched journey to the center of the earth in his really awesome home theatre. Literally. Kinda enjoyed myself. Especially with the food, because my dad and aunt are really good cooks. All in all, I felt that life has more meaning than to just emo like that. I should have realised that a long time ago. I haven't felt that inner peace in a long time already.
Tribute to Her
All sorts of people walk in and out of our lives. Childhood playmates eventually diverge into other paths as we walk the streets of our life. Some people that came by and walk with us leave footprints, reminding s of them, reminding us of what they have done to our life. As it was endlessly mentioned, every meeting has its end.
veiled in uncertainty
Announcement?
People, my latest link.
Shuo Hao De Xing Fu Ne?
ni de hui hua ling la zhe
你的绘画凌乱着
Your reply is still pulling me
zai zhe ge shi ke
在这个时刻
At this moment
wo xiang qi fen quan pang de bai ge
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
I think of the doves by the waterfront
tian mi san luo le
甜蜜散乱了
The sweetness scattered
qing xu mo ming de la che
情绪莫名的拉扯
My feelings are still holding on
wo hai ai ni ne
我还爱你呢
I still love you
ban ni duan duan xu xu chang zhe ge
伴你断断续续唱着歌
And yet you continue singing the song
jia zhuang mei shi le
假装没事了
Pretending everything is all right
shi jian guo le, zhou le
时间过了走了
Time has passed and gone
ai qing mian li xuan zhe
爱情面临选择
Love has become a choice
ni leng le, juan le, wo ku le
你冷了倦了我哭了
You're colder, changed, and I cried
yi kai shi de bu kuai le
一开始的不快乐
The start of unhappiness
ni yong ka pian shi xie zhe
你用卡片拭写着
You wrote it on a card
you xie ai zhi gei dao zhe, zhen de dong le
有些爱只给到这真的懂了
Some romances only gives this much, I really understand now
zen me le, ni lei le, shuo hao de xing fu ne?
怎麽了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
What happened, you're tired, where is our promised happiness
wo dong le, bu shuo le, ai tan le, meng yuan le
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
I understand, I'm not speaking anymore, love has become bland, dreams stretched far
kai xin yu bu kai xin yi, yi xu shuo zhe, ni zai bu she
开心与不开心 一一叙说着 你
Being happy or not, narrating them one after another, you cant bear it
na xie ai guo de gan jue, dou tai shen ke, wo dou hai ji de
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得
Those past feelings of having loved, so profound, i still remember
ni bu deng le, shuo hao de xing fu ne?
你不等了 说好的 幸福呢?
you stopped waiting, where is our promised happiness?
wo cuo le, lei gan le, fang shou le, hou hui le
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
I was wrong, my tears have dried, i've let go, i've regretted
zhi shi hui yi de yin yue he hai xuan zhuan zhe, yao zen me ting ne?
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢?
But the music box of memories is still playing, how do I stop that?
Kewl...
....So i was briefly checking through emails when i saw this one... it's worth reading for a laugh, but i'm too lazy to forward it.
So i figured i'd blog it, so tht i can at least share some gags with you guys out there =)
ROMANCE MATHEMATICS
Smart man + smart woman = romance
Smart man + dumb woman = affair
Dumb man + smart woman = marriage
Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy
OFFICE ARITHMETIC
Smart boss + smart employee = profit
Smart boss + dumb employee = production
Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion
Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime
SHOPPING MATH
A man will pay $20 for a $10 item he needs. A woman will pay $10 for a $20 item that she doesn't need.
GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS
A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.
A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.
A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.
A successful woman is one who can find such a man.
HAPPINESS
To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.
To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.
LONGEVITY
Married men live longer than single men do, but married men are a lot more willing to die.
PROPENSITY TO CHANGE
A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.
A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, and she does.
DISCUSSION TECHNIQUE
A woman has the last word in any argument.
Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.
HOW TO STOP PEOPLE FROM BUGGING YOU ABOUT GETTING MARRIED
Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, 'You're next.' They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals.
Sen No Yoru Wo Koete
I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared,
even if I’m hurtI can say “I love you” to the person who I love
Do you love me? Or not love me?
As for things like that, it’s already fine either way
No matter how I wish
There are many unchangeable things in this world, right?
That’s right, and because only the fact of my loving you
Is the truth unchangeable by anyone
I want to overcome the thousands of nights and tell it to you
There’s something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetitionI found one answer; that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
It’s scary to turn my feelings into words
But I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
In this broad world,
I can’t express the joy of encountering you with words
So we smile, sing about the vividly passing autumn in do-re-mi
Turn our backs on winter, wait for the sunlight streaming through trees in spring
And become reborn anew, so that we can protect someone
On the path we came from and our destination,
when we looked back, I’d always have timid eyes
I want to face you, but I can’t be honest
I, who repeated days of not being able to straightforwardly love my partner
And hated being alone on that day
Seemed to love people while unwounded
I’ll overcome the thousands of nights and go meet you now
There is something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
Even if those thoughts aren’t fulfilled, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
Twilight Malaysia 2008
2008 Record!!!
So so so... what's the big event? I asked my dad as I walked downstairs; it was hard to resist asking when I found out he brought crabs home. My mum replied in a series of laugh-and-talk-at-the-same-time words "You're cooking dinner tonight, lynn". I laughed at her sarcasm, thinking that she can't be serious. Well, it's just too bad she was. So a little something happened before this bizzare 'lynn's-cooking-tonight-lets-run-away-to-africa' event. I told my dad "I CAN DO ANYTHING I SET MY MIND TO, DAD!!" And so this happened. Can't believe he challenged me to this. Sigh. Ah well. So i went upstairs and tried to make them forget about what happened, perhaps my dad would cook and I would just go, "oh, man.. and when you brought crabs, too. Guess this just isn't the perfect day, huh?"
Nah, my parents don't get a smart-whiz kid like me from nothing. Nope, they were smart whiz kids too. The type that won't stay home after school, so i heard. Anyway, they yelled at me from downstairs and deliberately forced me into purgatory. Yep, purgatory. The only thing missing my dad saying "welcome, to HELL." Y'know, they did that in Rattatouille.
Moving on, so I 'cleaned' those crabs.. ALIVE. i TOLD you cooking isn't very nice. You HAVE to kill stuff. When I broke that shell off, the legs were still moving!! It was like its dying-ish when I scrubbed it clean with that ugly scrub-like thing. After cleaning come chopping, and during chopping comes the screaming and the ' i-think-its-dangerous 's.
Do not try cooking at home. It is hazardous for children under 21 years of age.
You have to admit that I make sense, cooking involves sharp objects, fire, and a mindset to KILL THE PREY. Yeah, it is pretty dangerous. Not to mention the frying part.. Those little oil stuff jumps. Chemical reaction, my dad calls it. It's how oil reacts with water when there's heat. LIKE I WILL BELIEVE THAT. Hardy-har-har, im so sure it's the crab taking vengeance on me for cooking it alive. So much for eating fresh stuff. After chopping, comes frying the ginger and the salt and pepper. Hey, it rhymes! *snaps out of it* So my dad said you have to wait till the burnt smell comes out. Only then can you take the 'prey' - that's what I call it- to the serving platter. So kay, I just stood there and waited. And waited. And waited. And VOILA! The prey that was cruelly scrubbed, chopped and put to boiling oil is ready to be served!
...and heres how it looks like close-up.. 
Yep, I am pretty awesome in this evil im-gonna-kill-you stuff. So so so... It DOES taste great!! Here's some of the quoted compliments of my fellow peeps.
Dad - Hmm.. quite good, but there's STILL room for improvement.. *evil smile*
Mum - Mm.
Sis - yerrr i wan chilli crab!!!! yorr yerr yeeee ><
gramma - ek the crab so little meat hor (er, what does that gotta do with anything? moving on)
kakak - aiyo, so salty.. too many salt. (f3)
Ah well... I guess it IS pretty much an improvement.. To those smirking, I DID STEP INTO THE KITCHEN SO CUT IT.
Hm... just now went connaught McD to yamcha.. just came back then started blogging larh.. my dad was scolding me on the phone.. but when i came back he just asked me to look at the time.. And I was like, 11.50... Then he gave me the 'silence treatment'.. Highly recommended when you have no mood to shout, scream or do any possible banging or hitting of furniture. Provides 100% result of making the person feel guilty thus never to repeat the mistake again. ITSUMADEMO!!
Sigh, so im on this silence treatment.. and i am very very very VERY sure i will NOT, i repeat- i WILL NOT go out without my parents anymore. Nope, nothing can MAKE me. Ah well.. I learnt a new word today.. from jess.. hehehehehehe *evil laugh*
ANSON IS A STUPID NOOBSHYT FEEDER.
tee-hee.
PeeDee trip =)
Okay.. so i went to pd on wednesday to thursday larh.. Feli supposed to folo geh -.- ask her lar y din come T.T
Anyway.. wasted larh feli din come.. we cldve had so much fun tgt!!
1st when i reached ther it was like, around 12? We stopped by seremban to have lunch-slash-breakfast.. Ate that beef sumting mee. everyone say dam nice. it sucks like.. ugh. So so.. we went to gramma's house to 'check-in'.. hehe usual larh.. My cousin din come T.T left me n sis. Life cant be better. Then then then.. we went to the beach at around 4 i guess.. cuz it was sunnny and dad wanted to 'rest'..by watching discovery channel? Right. Kay soat 4.. we went to the avillion place.. its a resort-ish place larh... my dad's frn came down so we went to snoop around 0.o Manatau rong place -.- it's selesa resort or sthg. right next to avillion. So.. we went in.. before that we went billion to get some snacks larh.. i got shandy xDDD So at the beach.. shldve been walking n chatting with felicia.. nvm -.- so i went with sis.. had bytes.. saw alot of ugly guys.. haha no fun larh dun hav 'ang mo'.. Then sis wanted to go swim.. the pool like all got sand 1.. coz ppl go beach din wash den terus jump in -.- so dirty. Lols so i din go =p.. My sis swim alone. Den me n mum lazed at the beach chairs.. With 24 cans of beer right next to me -.- cuz.. well my dad's frn ask him to tolong buy -.- wan me to walk up to tht 3rd floor room with 24 cans of beer -.- ridiculous. I waited by the pool. People were staring. Like, that whoa-weird-girl kinda stare.. I cant be bothered. hehe. Anyway, after that we found out that we can rent bicycles!! So nice larh.. got double bike ^^.. So at 1st me n sis wanna ride tgt geh.. but.. so hard to balance.. so hard to paddle cuz her leg is always at the ground -.- so me n dad had a round.. den me n mum.. hahahahahaha mum was like, you don make me gan jeong! so both of us were screaming all the way around the biking path. LOL. i love holidays. =) Den after tht me n sis went biking tgt lorh.. wah so tiring -.- YET FUN. Then we had dinner with my dad's frn and his really really really really really big family.. lols. like, really big. They took 3 cars. Anyway, so we arrived at the eating place at aroud 8 larh.. I was kinda full cuz i had bytes, shandy, and alot of other junk. so i wasnt tht hungry larh.. Then hor.. we ordered.. and the food came at 9.15 -.- we waited for 1 hr and 15 minutes weyh! And the best part is; The whole restaurant had soo many ppl and not 1 table was served -.- i was kinda angry u noe -.- actually not angry larh. annoyed. den the next day.. i slept till about 12.. then had breakfast-slash-lunch AGAIN. my gramma cooked my fav dish (which would not be mentioned) xDDD my gramma luv me dam much ler =) so after that i forgot what i did.. then we went home after dinner. hehehee.
So So So.. today.. saturday =) BB day.. one of my fav days.. another one of my fav days is called a holi-day. nice larh..lols. anyway.. i woke up at like, 9 to find my parents out dating again -.- ah well. so i wanted to sleep longer geh.. den my maid and paternal gramma was making noise -.- asking me to go out hav breakfast with my cousin. So i got dressed and brushed my teeth really really really really really really really fast.. then then tehn.. i forgot what i wanna type -.-
Oh yeah... then we went to eat lor.. i was still half concious bee-tee-double-eww. so my gramma was like, lyn u wanna eat dimsum hor? den my cuzzin was like, ooh, lynn wanna eat dimsum, lets go! den i was like, huh? no i dowan dimsum.. den they were like, ok lah we go eat dimsum lah. WTH. then i was like, i dowan larh. then the whole car was like, huh? huh? i tot u said u wanted to hav dimsum? den it was my turn. huh? wats dimsum.? LOL after tht series of confusion i jz said i wana eat mee -.- so we went to have mee. then my cousin was like, u got BB again arh today? den i was like, yea.. y? then he was like i wanted to bring you cousins out for a movie.. Hmm. I dam jarang go out with this cousin larh.. actually not this cousin in particular.. i rarely go out with cousins. hehe wadever larh. So we went leisure mall after breakfast.. and and and.. i saw sir yap. lols. hahaha.. then hor hor hor.. errr.. then what ar? Right so we went home after buying sthg.. so.. i went BB, as usual.. for band.. bla bla.. i brought home the clarinet =) so hepi larh. lols. O~kayy.. weird. Then we had instrument class.. Mel taught chords.. haha so funny larh he. Not the funny-funny, but the weird kinda funny. Dang, i hope he doesnt read this =p Then we had.. physical training!! i didnt have lunch ler.. and i was so hungry -.- Then i told jes i hungry lar.. then anson said there was phys training and GOH practice. n i was like, so? n he was like, jz trying to make u feel worse. Right. Another weird and confusing session. =p So then we had phys training.. the chin up i did tak sah T.T.. other thn tht phys training quite nice larh.. the gals changed within the time given.. thats a record! =D Then after BB we came bak.. so tired larh.. then had dinner with parents.. then sudd say wanna go mines -- den sudd feli sms me ask me go mcD.. den suddenl yang call go yam cha. O-kayy another weird and confusing session.. then i wen tmines with family.. sthg happened.. dun wanna talk about it -.- then my dad stopped by McD.. when he made tht turn i was like, whoa he's really coming in! haha.. so i saw jian and the rest larh.. jess was ther.. all sitting down n chatting.. den when i came jes was like, babe i luv u so much! lols. haha she's so cute larh. n so short =p especially when im wearing those heels. ESPECIALLY WHEN IM STANDING NEXT TO HER. hehe im so evil. i know. muahahah.. then went bak at 11.30.. i told my dad i'll come bak at 11.. he didnt say anything wen i came bak. another weird thing. i love weirdy weird days.. =) Then came home and blogged.. i feel like i dun socialise nowadays.. outcast T.T lols. weird. haha.
Forever
I haven't been updating my blog since... since.. like, forever, if i am exaggerating... I've been thinking alot the past few days, especially after all i heard... from the various sources of mine, I came to realise that society is not as friendly as you think it is. Nope, at least, not to me. Then i began to think again.. Why is it that someone gets so... LIKEABLE in like, a fraction of a second while I thrive to not be hated in my numbered days. Y'see, the result of my sessions of self-UNhelp; I have stinking attitude, stinking character, and stinking sense of style. Yep, and guess what? There's more. Unfriendly, stuck-up, being proud when theres nothing to be proud of, having too much confidence, c'mon add 'em in.. I know you want to. I'm downright mean? Rude? Okay, I can accept that.. IF YOU SAID IT TO MY FACE. If you think something is wrong, please, SPIT IT OUT. Why bother telling everyone else about what you think about someone else, why not telling it straight to his/her face? scared? Well, I've been thinking.. would you rather have someone think you're dangerous after all the back-talking about someone else and lose their trust in you, or having someone thank you because you've been a true friend, telling them what was happening? Because frankly, i didn't think I had anything wrong till I was told. Most people are like that. Would you know you blink alot if people hadn't told you that? NO. In fact, you wouldn't even realise. Up till the point when someone comes up to you and says, "hey you blink alot". THEN you'd realise. I got a point? Defend yourself. Prove you know more. I prefer that. Tell me I'm wrong. If I'm wrong, I wouldn't know, because I only have my own opinion. if you're wrong, you wouldn't know, because you only have your own opinion. Dig my point? Also concludes to: you don't know something is wrong until people tell you. Why did you think camps and major showcases from companies give out feedback forms and request for you to complain about them? The reason I'm blogging this? Well, a blog IS an online diary that you let certain people read, right? and dearly beloved readers, This message-slash-blog post isn't referring to a certain person, it's just in general. PLEASE don't be offended, I can't stand people hating me. If you think soething is wrong, please, please tell me. I'd thank you. Seriously. Im the type of slow-brainers that dont get anything that is indirect.. so don't expect to tell me in a flowery-indirect manner kind of way, because I won't get it.
Kay, I'm glad I voiced this out- hopefully... just by the slightest chance I'd feel better. And I admit, I have been back-talking at certain people I dislike. But not anymore. I prefer to bang it straight. Reason? Hopefully they'd change, (not to say that I dont have to) for the best. Implication? "yeah, I think there's something wrong with me too". *walks away* "That freak is so mean, she's just trying to get at me cuz she's jealous!" Or so i heard.