sucess... is NOT in my hands.

Okay, why sucess isnt in my hands? allright, i'll tell you why..
first and foremost, i didnt study at all for the coming test.. andddd..
im so dead.

here's what i did this week:
hmm~ em cee-d a drama competition on tuesday, went to church for the exhibition stuff on wednesday til friday... wednesday n thusday frm schl go till 6pm..friday schl go till 9pm.. haha i like hectic schedules.. its actualy not much to do and i realllllyy have the time to study if i have the determination.. too bad, i comfort myself and say : im too tired, rest larh.. sleep at 12 cuz its gonna b a long day tomorrow..

i said this to myself everyday. results: tak belajar, apa pun tak buat..hanya tau tido saja.. xP

so now im not supposed to be blogging actually.. im supposed to be doing add maths..
ah well, i deserve a break, dont i? xDDDDD here i go again

To emo or not to emo

Shld i emo cuz of sthg useless? ...i dont think so. im too busy to emo anyway.. If somebody tells u they r rly rly busy n u didnt console them n say "ah well, it'd be over soon =)".. its okay. but u shldnt go n tell tht person like, "woi i got far more work lor.. u tink u dam bz izit? im soo manytimes busier thn u.. bla bla" dude. being busy aint something to be proud of -.-

Next point
Lols.. im so into public speaking... wahaha.. i tot m gonna lose.. when the teacher said "and the first place goes to.. i think it is already pretty obvious *smiles at me*....." and everyone was like, yee lynn~ yee lynn~ u noe, silently, my little heart was like, haiyooooo shit larr... surely pauline win 1.. y laaa they go say my name?? if i lose then teruk man.. rly kanasai lor tht time -.-... anyway she said it was me =)..

kay.. the reason i won was because.. brigg tiana all din enter larh, if they enter i mmg jadi pancake jors 0.o

Moving On
Exhibition is like, in 1 week man!! ><.. hopefully it works out =).. the drill thingy is like, dam sucky.. *hopefully anson dun c this* the bunga dam chun larh, grats xCm xDD but then hor.. like, lack of practice or lack of teamwork or everyone terlalu blur?? idk. t then.. hopefully when ts time to present nobody screws up!! ><... Im almost done with the prep n everythin i guess.. and on tht day, i wan sc to jz step in and strike a thumbs up to me.. i love it when people think what i did was good.. =) i mean, if u did something with so much effort and sum1 jz steps in and say, yuck. IF U NOE WHAT I MEAN. Lols.. but im soo busy with school and BB.. got no time to studyfor the coming test >.<>

Today cut my hair.. xDDDD its like, s0 short.. =.= bt nvm larh.. cuz soooo light n easier to wash.. my main point of cutting hair.. no nid so mafan LOL

Everythings Just Wonderful

Yes, everything is just wonderful these days... at least, for me. but my friend dun rly had the best time in her life larh.. n i jz duno how to console her.. i dot know what to do.. and when someting nice happens and she's the only person i can tell about it to, but if she was sad, how'd u expect me to share sumthin happy with her rite.. anyway..

MOVING ON.
so, im soooooo in love with lily allen.. teehee.. her lyrics always makes me laugh cuz its so sarcastic.. hahas. but... my monitor broke down like, last week? forgot =p so ive been using my laptop.. thts y now online oso lesser dy larh. so... in class i was sooooo sleepy man!! I slept off in bm when gurv was teling me sumthing... she was like. sumthing mango dono wat.. i dozed off. haha when i woke up she was like, lynn if u enter slping competition sure u johan larh. hahahaha... hu duznt noe dat -.- oh yeah.. i also slept off in chemistry.. i sat at the front table..at the middle there.. n i was sleeping. i feel sobad larh.. bt i cldnt help it, im so damn sleepy lar weyh.. u noe y ar? coz ytd i woke up at 3am -.-


to those tht dun rly knw me, i have 3am phobia.why? the ghost comes at tht time. REALLY LAAAAA
den sumore on tuesday pn nganambal explain bout the haunted school.. haiyor rly dam scary lerh... n i kip thinking about it!! so when i woke up at 3am i was like, shit man, i cant sleep larh.. den i was wide awake till 4am.. actually i was lying on the bed doing bio report.. but then i fell asleep at 11.. haha. coz wednesday is rly a tiring day lorh.. like, i slept at 1 i tink on tuesday.. then i have to wake up early and pack larh.. as usuall for school lorh.. den in school i was like walking up and downthe school- i seriously felt like dying. After school was the WORST. i had to look for miss kong cuz the 3 on 3 was on tht day wat.. and i didnt finish the scoreboard oso.. so i went to staffroom to look for her larh. i looked there, nobody. den i saw pn chia. so i wanna ask her to return my dvds lar.. she frgot to bring =p den after tht she told me miss kong is at the basketball court.. so fine lar i go basketball court lorh.. den she wasnt dere -.- so i tink maybe she went bak to da staffroom ady lor.. so i dumbly went to the staffroom again. u noe how far is da staffroom from the basketball court ar?? dammit lor.. so i went back to the staffroom, and pn chia shouted, LYNN, MISS KONG JUSTCAME BACKFRM DA COURTWHEN U WENT OFF. i was like wtf -.- i said tq and rushed to the staffroom lorh.. miss kong wasnt dere. fine. whatever. i spent 20 minutes just walking around school looking for her. when i reached home it was 1.30.. the competition starts at 2. den my dad called me. he asked me to help him with something.. he said it was urgent. i have to send an email it seems. so fine, it'd take about less than 5 minutes.. damn the connection -.- i cant even send an email. n mymood was sooooo cha yesterday plus my dad calling me every like, 2 minutes to nag me and rush me makes it worse. den sudd he called n said no nid dy. tht time was 1.48... i rushed pstairs to change..but couldnt find my clothes. found it, ran downstairs, grabbed a piece of pancake, and off i am walking to school again. take note tht i didnt even sit down since after school. its 1 whole hour o brief walking. i think i lost weight. haha.. den after the match i rushed home for tution.. i din take bath coz too tired.. haha. then my balance sheet was actually BALANCED. Thank God. for accounts lar. then i took bath, had tea-ish lunch and did some paperwork.. den dinner. den my dad asked me to check his letter.. after tht i forgot wat i did.. chatted oni i guess..

LOL on tuesday was the best.. cuz it was exhibition day. so me, uthaya, gurv n irfanah were like experimenting on our erruption.. teehee. we tried water with sodium.. observation: ball-ish spark and ended with a 'pop' sound. coke and mentos. observation: no reaction. cokeand baking powder: bubbles up and overflows the test tube. baking soda, coke and sodium; observation: beautiful ball-ish spark with a tinge of coke smell in the air.. den test tube mouth is cracked and had little grooves around it. fire from the friction of sodium and coke got bigger and son the test tube couldnt stand the heat and blew up. head of lab assistants came and lectured us and my hand has 2 holes. literrally.

WASNT THAT COOL??!?!?!?!! I WANA DO IT AGAIN!! lols uthaya irfanah n burvina were standing at the door when it blew and shattered. -.- i was the only victim. Thank God the glass din enter my eye. hehe, i love chemistry exeriments xD

Work smarter, not harder.

My dad always tells me this: you work smart, not hard.

so, once upon a time there was a village very very far from everywhere else. The village had no water unless rain falls. The villagers were worried that the water would run out one day, so the village head needs to take action. He gave out 2 exclusive contracts for 2 persons to supply water for the village. the villagers will pay them for the water but the water must come consistently. So Ed, one of the 2 that has the contract were ovverwhelmed by this 'opportunity'. So he invested on 2 buckets and a cement tank for the villagers to take water from. Day by day, he wakes up earlier than the villagers to make sure there is enough water for the villagers by the time they wake up. Everyday, he works hard day till night, taking water from the lake all the way to the village. Ed was happy, because money was pouring into his pockets. Bill, on the other hand, disappeared for a while. Ed was happy that there was no competition around, so he can earn his hard money by the villagers on a daily basis. Bill went off to town for 6 months. After 6 months, he came back to the village with 4 investors, a contractor, and some workers with a long, stainless steel pipe. He built the pipe to connect the lake with the village, and left the villagers to take water from the pipe themselves as a few workers collected money. Soon, the villagers went to Bill's place to ge water because it was cleaner than Ed's. Ed knew he was facing tough competition, so he lowered the price by 75% and added 2 more buckets to get the water. As time grew, Bill's account grew too. Ed was losing strength as he carried 4 buckets filled with water everyday, back and forth from the lake to the village. When his sons went to study, he said to his sons, "hurry back, someday this business will be yours". His sons never came back and soon Ed hads to hire workers. These workers wanted higher pay, and more benefits. They also wanted to carry only one bucket per trip, which makes it slower to get more water. Bill knew that if this village needed water, other villages need water supply too. So hewent to other villages and installed a pipe in each of the villages. Now alot of villages were using his servise to get water, so Bill neednot to work anymore but money is still filling his pockets on a daily basis. So, Bill lived happilly ever after while Ed spent his ass working for hard-earned money, forever and ever after. The end.

So who u wanna be? Ed? or Bill?

I'm the best damn thing that your eyes have ever seen

Right, this has been the weirdest week of my.. secondary 4 year. =p

aite so on monday, i skipped a whole day in school cuz i was like, "rehearsing" for the sketch competition on tuesday.. i've been skipping classes quite frequently these days.. sigh~ missed an entire chaprter in add maths, an entire chapter in maths, missed out half of the topic in bio, almost an entre chapter in chemistry, and got my physics teacehr pissed off cuz i wasnt there to hear the "test tip" which is what i think is entirely useless since i dont understand ANYTHING he teaches. =.=

tuesday - competition day!! one of the happiest cheering days of form 4... teehee! So our sketch had an only 3 yes, 3 (tree/pokok) days of rehearsal. There were twelve teams. something tells me we're gonna get 12th. I JUST KNOW IT. Our props are just like, a cffee table, 3 chairs and 2 school tables. the other teams ( fuu yohh!! ) had the whole lab on stage. Yes, the microscope, the disected frogs and mice, the TEST TUBES and oh, the chemicals too. They's bring the curtains if they were allowed. SHEESH. but guess what? high school kajang participated and like, a few drama team members from district level were there.. haha. So.. we were the third team to present man!! haha so nice... so after presenting we all went rayau-ing.. me n vanessa tried to smile like, the whole time just like tht jung ling guy.. our cheeks hurt hahahahaha. so we won 2nd place for sketsa.. hehe it was such a shock lols. so after that we all took pics. haha touchy moment.

so wednesday, everythings back to normal? nah. don wanna tok abt it. thurs n fri oso =p

saturday.. got pissed off at someone.. BB time rox!! teehee... josh din go coz got "carnival" wor.. maybe its like, the meeting of the b**b**s or sthg.. hahahahahahhaahahaha only he undst =p sooooooo funny lar badge class n bible class. hahahah MBS WOR.. lawl. spongebob rox!! hahaha... NEGATIVE 6!! Lolness!! for more details contact me ><>

today wanna sleep late geh, den 8.30 hema called me n asked me to go agm. Lols. running to school on a sunday morning. so funny lar haha.. aite o here i am, singing lily allen songs.. i love lily allen xD and deciding wether or not to finish all my work today... i got my script, my maths work, bio report, add maths work, basketball report, exhibition prototype, moral kerja amal, moral biodata.. i guess that's just about it?

everything ends, nobody cares.

How am I supposed to say this? Everyone i kknow that's reading my blog won't even talk to me. everytime we talk we get into a fight. Why? Is being emo illegal? just cuz u dont like it doesnt mean everyone cant do it. u don like ppl emo den u jz don tak to me larh, better than shouting at me n saying im despo rite?? idiot. i emo let me emo lah, ur prob izit?? thank God today whole day i went for sketch, if not i'd burst to tears there and then. u think im playing izit? dont worry im not u. and the next time u wanna scold someone u tink for urself if uve done the same. when u emo i got do things like tht to u merh? hu r u to jz scold me like tht? think lar. how many times u acted without thinking? even if ure rong u try ur best to prove urself right. n den end up shouting at me. u think i enjoy it lar? den now.. worse.. shouting at me in front of so many people. for something tht happened which is nnot even something i should care.. ure da 1 tht asked me to go there rite?? so what am i supposed to do? stand there and let u shout at me? and when u jz shouted at me like tht, i shldnt walk off u say? WHY SHOULDNT I. I HAVE ALL THE RIGHTS IN THE WORLD TO WALK OFF. and everytime u shouted at me u dont even bother apologising. right now when u read this ure gonna curse me. well think again, did i ever shout at you for something tht u didnt do? and even if i did, if i realised i was wrong wouldnt i apologize? ALSO, i share my secrets with u cuz i trust u, since ure such a good friend. and what u did? u go tell other ppl lar. EXCUSE ME ITS A SECRET. what are u supposed to do with it? NOTHING, u keep it and then case closed. but NO, a person like you wouldnt jz keep it in, u cant control your speech, can you? well heres a piece of advice from me. If u STILL think i deserved whatever shouts u gave me, u can just stop talking to me. cuz theres no point in letting u shout at me almost every damn day of my life.

THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK. i know im dumb, i cant giv proper advice, even when someone's in love and they want "advice". which they didnt even tell me how r they gonna use it. so what? u think that everyone is good at giving "advice"?? if u knew tht i was gonna burst out something bad, den dun bother looking for me lar!! i dunno y.. we were such close frns.. this year dono y i feel like its so hard to be your friend. maybe we all changed. it's time to move on i guess.

one day i'll look back at what we've done for each other and cherish it. thats it for now.

LAZY UPDATE LAR

cheeming forced me into this. look at wht he said -.- haiz, no respect for daigajie xDDD

kayy... so.. cant remember what happened.. err... wait arh..



K I GOT IT. so on thurs sketsa practice begins; have to stay back.. haiz, tuesday competition now oni start =p erm.. so nothing much happen lar.. my cass alot of ppl skip, cuz most of them in the kerjaya competition thing.. so very litle people lor inside de class.. i slept off in most of the classes oso.. physics is as usual "mengconfusingkan". then bio was ok lor.. chemistry, thursday dun hav so can go home early... so nice!! xD

den on friday i skipped bm n sej.. usual lar, nthg to do wan oso.. bt friday rumusan lerh, my fav T__________T so as usual i came back pretty late on friday. 3pm i think.. then walked home lor. when i reached home dono larh wat i did. 12 sthg oni slp.

den saturday.. my sis wake me up at 5am -.- tht gal.. haiz. den got my grandmother's birthay party.. i did prawn n peppers kebab!! they said "dam nice!!!" i tot it sucked, cuz i hate prawns -.- watched white chicks and the twilight zone at cous hse... i luv his tv room man T_______T. twilight zone. is. so. freaking. old. the ghost is like.. LOL man.. bt i got scared oso larh.. wakaka..

den today.. went church, dam sien coz rev koa preach LOL.
den got youth song practice~ sooo nice leh da song!!
o rejoice in da Lord; so nice song weyh.. so peacefull ^^
den youth time got debate.. topic is "christians ought not to go to cinema"
im opposing xDDDDD meaning i wanna go cinema. agree de 6 ppl oni =p
den after tht got kenelm's farewell.. gonna miss him? idk. i used to talk to him alot, dono y now less jor.. i caught him staring *fishy*
after tht Irene fetched me home.. i left my mum's stuff at the back of her car. Sigh my dad was scolding *sobs*.

thts all lor.

To infinity... and... beyond?

Underneath this smile, my world is slowly caving in~... like, one day after another i keep wasting more time. Sigh~ and i've been having this "series of unfortunate headaches" through school. I cant pay attention in any classes and i feel sleepy all the time. Okay, feeling sleepy all the time is probably common for me during class, but i usually sleep off for about 4 lessons... Now? i sleep off anytime, anywhere. I just thought life was going to be fine and dandy and nothing bad is going to happen to me in the future, but I guess I was wrong. It hit me when hema asked me what was my ambiion this morning. Come to think about it, i never really knew. Then hema said, "you're interested in journalism, right?" Whoa. This is one of the days where u think everyone is hitting jackpot at whatever you're thinking. And guess what? Hema did it again. She was like, journalism is what you want, right? i think you're perfect for it. You're like, our "did-you-know" box; you're so... i forgot what she said. It felt good, to hear someone talk about me. She said i just needed to master a few more languages because i already got the writing skills covered. But my problem was I don't think I'm really up to it for journalism. I don't think i even have a clear view of what it means. Maybe i'm gonna be a magazine editor or something. Whatever it is, I'm sure it's connected to the media. Then again, maybe I should get into showbiz. Not as an actress or anything, but maybe a screenwriter?? It's all up to God i guess. But for whatever it is that i wanna be, it wont work out without hardwork. ANd that's what I hate the most. I'm probably the laziest person in my family, but i really do believe that I can do anything as long as i set my mind to it. At least, i THINK i can. Anyway, I wanna grow up as someone successful, not a fat old housewife rotting away.

Now, in school nothing much happened probably because i slept off most of the schooling hours.

haha.. 2 weeks or so din blog.

So... what happened to my life lately? Luz.. alot lar.. hehe but i dun think wanna tell out here larh. today is sunday; came back frm church at 21.xx.. so early.. haha. yesterday din go BB.. miss them all man T_______T. anyway now got muscle pain.. 4 years din touch badminton racquet.. yesterday play abt 4hrs non stop.. haha. coz ytd youth outing, so went holiday villa for sports.. went asian cafe near taylors for lunch.. i tot lunch wld b dam nice.. when my lunch came the portion size fits for 3 meals man!!! haiz. so dam.. yuck. den after lunch started raining.. kay not raining, it was POURING. so cnt play captain ball in pool lorh.. the rain stopped abt 15mins later; bt i was sooo addicted to badminton i jz cont playig lor.. den when we entered the pool cannot play.. cuz the authorities dun let. and the water is like, 1.7 metres =.= i cldnt stand on the floor? so i had to cling on to the side like some monstourous freak clutching for his dear life. i know how to swim but i just prefer to stay "safe". coz me wat oso kia marh, too bad lor.. den after tht Irene fetched me n sis home. so tired when reach home.. ^^ den after dinner sthg happened larh. haha so happy xD aft tht fell asleep at about 12 gwa.. so tired leh. i still din do kerja amal and some other homework. which was su pposed to be handed in last week and two weeks ago. ah well; u dont have to go to school but u'd sure look cool. hahahahahaha i got tht quote frm a show.. sooooo ytd ws supposed to be my report card day; i didnt even bother to go.. my dad asked me "is it neccessary to go??" and i was like, "dont u wanna hear wht the teacher has to say about me??" n he was like, "i trust u". THAT IS THE LAMEST EXCUSE FOR NOT BEING THERE. ah well, as if i care. i got a few songs frm hj yesterday; disco party 3 rox man!! i missed band again, nxt week oso proably skipping.. sigh~ so sad larh- i like band.

...its emo season... ZzZz

Yeps, its emo season.. Like the name of the season says; im gonna be emo for the past few weeks. do not be surprised; its not cuz of the results lar, i got ok results so far.. but... like, i duno why.. i have this "thing". it's called boredom. it's sticking with me and poking at me at times when i have nothing to do. In this case, ALL the time. When the drama was over, and we didn't win, and people are starting to complain about my accomplished work.. so.. back to square one: nothing to do. all this while i've been complaining about being too tired and havng too much of work; now i'm craving for more. It's like, my life revolves around stuff to do- problems to solve and "drama". nothing much is happening to my life now, and... it's nothing much. Just another boring life. all alone. last time there's alot of stuff happening to me- there's always stories to share with my friends and family about.. i even had topics to talk to with teachers!!! now? "hi teacher". that's just it. what's the fun of school when there's no teachers for you to play with? arghh... ah well.. i guess there's nothing i can do about it now.. i just want work to do.. and more drama in my life.. not just another dull, scheduled, routine. ROUTINE. i can't believe i had to actually use that word now. *sobs*.

Results, results and more results

We got our results today.. thank God physics teacher went for a course, so i wont be getting any fails... yet. so i got BM marks.. wahh so happy; can get A2 wor.. hehe 70 lehs xDDD i oso din expect de.. cuz i din study komsas..manatau komsas full mark f3. den karangan... i wrote.. crap? n got high marks.. my frn wrote folo format n in order bla bla bla.. teacher go write terpesong =.=.. so i dunno my results real onot de. den... chem teache say i 1 more mark get A1.. wahh~ chem is like, my worse sub after physics man.. bt oso lar, this time exam teacher giv tips geh... so not tht tulen oso lar the markss =p den got modern maths... haiz, so sad.. 66 nia!! i told my dad.. n he was like, "c lar, u dono how to do.." f3 lar, i din show working an lose this much marks.. =[ den gt a few careles mistakes.. the q.. x+1 i go put x-1.. den calculate.. WALAO MAN. den got 1 q.. ans is -21/5.. i got put tht answer.. dono y.. at the bottom i go put =-5/6? sthg lidat.. haiz.. but.. don care lar.. din fail jiu enuf jor. ah well~ nobody can ruin this "up" mood of mine.. wait- lemme rephrase that.. nothing can ruin this "up" mood of mine.. ^^

7 days camp back-to-back!!

Kay, i went for church camp from monday till thursday..

Monday: woke up at 6 sthg.. dam early xia; coz my dad's car was... not around? so had to get church transport.. then before reaching we had breakfast; then rushed to church. Everything loaded to the bus, me and anzhi same bus.. hehe xD so i sat next to her. meizhi n cheryl oso dere.. chen ai n eunice in the kemaman ppl bus.. Lols i actually wanted to be on tht bus xD kay, when we reached we had lunch.. so first day mah, eat with family lor.. den after briefing got free time.. at abt 5 i went to anzhi's room lor, play till dono when. 6.30 dinner den sermon.. den discussion.. today i sardius =p sister Linda lead us lar, all youths lei geh, de group. then 1st nite i jz went str8 back to room and slept lor..

Tuesday: woke up at 7 to prepare for morning devotion.. felt lile dying, couldnt really wake up.. den got sermon n discussion again.. today my group topaz.. uncle raymond lead xDDDD i tot gonna b fun gerh, but tht group all quiet youths, so i didnt bother lor.. after lunch photo session!! xD me, chen ai, anzhi, meizhi, cheryl and the rest all posing.. but dam big group sia, not tht syi0k lor.. after tht... family quiz.. zzz dam boring.. my dad sneaked out =p =p after like, 10 minutes all youth one by one go out.. hahas den go swimming.. we play captain ball! the eugene wan join us de, with the kemaman ppl.. but then wan play badminton. den after playing a while it rained. we cont playing xDDD tht eugene tot raining evrone went bak xia.. so 2nd day oso bo join with them lorr zzz. after tht dinner, everyone like talking bout the free time.. and the "secret meeting" tonite.. in 255.. 255 is chen ai, eunice and mei foong's group.. so i told my dad we gonna fellowship tonite lor.. the pastor kinda panjangkan the masa jors. so we bout 11 sthg oni go 255 lor.. den play murderer till like, 1.30... dad call me scold me -gulp- all youths dam scared my dad xia.. x.X after tht i went bak room.. gt abt lectire, i tot i was gona die.. but he took it light lar.. haiz, tmrw deadline for annual camp n today i went "overboard".. habis lah chance nak pergi..

Wednesday: morning morning ady my dad complainin to all the elders say the youth play till dam late.. so all the elders dam em song youth.. mei foon got scolding frm aunty kathrine lerhs.. =[ aft dat gt sermon.. as usual.. bla bla.. den in between i asked my dad can go camp onot.. den he was like, haiyar, u rly wanna go so badly ar.. den i was like, yea.. den he was like, k lar.. wahh I WAS IN DA SKIES MAN. t my hp battery died tht time.. den meizhi de fon hilang.. haiz, nokia dam baru model lerhs. so i used anzhi's fon xDDD coz sms till crazy dy.. den free time play captain ball again lorr.. so free time always sped in pool.. din even check out the bowling alley.. got 8 lanes nia.. 2 spoil jor geh. den at nite.. me, chen ai, meizhi n anzhi go help meizhi search for her fon lorr.. i was smsing while searching lar.. den after tht go report.. den go 255.. kenneth begged my dad so he let till 1am lor.. play murderer again.. xD my dad even bought the sparkling juice for us nerh xDDDD but not enuf time so din drink.. x.X i hav to carry 3 bottles of sparkling juice n 2 bags of plastic cups back to my end-of-the-world room lehs.. 297!! craZy xia.. last room in the floor man. so vincent n jack help me carry those bak lor.. after say goodnite i go bak to room lor.. still usin anzhi's fon to sms ><>

Thursday: den i charge fon at the the the sermon hall.. den check out.. we check out earlier thn scheduled.. so gt 2 hrs spare time.. after lunch go bowling alley with the kemamanians lor.. c c play till kana scold... agaiin. Lols. bvut dad wasnt tht angry larr... phew, thank God. den in bus.. smsing lar till tiba church.. din take pic with the new frns lerh, no time T____T den i had to go hoe early oso.. miss the chance T___T k den after tht we all go dinner. eating out again.. wanna puke larh. when i reach home its abt 9 jor.. so take bath evrythin.. den pack for the annual camp.. chat on msn.. abt 11 i slp jor luu... coz in da camp evryday i slp abt 5 hrs nia.. den gt so many activities sumore wor.. den tmrw got annual camp.. wahh i scared tak boleh tahan..

Friday: Annual camp luu.. im group leader.. hehe my group got 4 juniors n 7 seniors ncluding me.. at 1st jes is my group de.. den chg to soo lee jors.. dam em song him xia.. always oso say we gonna lose =.= den sumore always complain.. im gonna get crazy man.. sumore gt this junior.. kah fei? dam active; quite naughty lar on first day.. tak boleh tahan @.@ so.. gt flying fox n water rafting.. water rafting our raft din break arh!! but i fell to the lake T___________T the lake dam dam dam gross u noe!! got all sorts of shit inside.. YUCKNESS.. den staff sgt tumpang my raft marh... hehe she keep yelling instructions ask me climb up the raft i keep panicking n shouting till evryone oso fed up.. Lols.. rly dam scary marh!! so gross sumore!! den after tht flying fox.. me n staff sgt last seniors to go.. coz i grp 5 ldr. nid go last.. walao when i got up dere i wanted to jz giv up n climb bak down.. but guess what, im more scard of climbing down than gliding down xP dam adm narrow weyh the staircase. when got up ther.. the platform shaking,.. i dono y.. its coz of staff sgt de leg!! trembling like... walao.. Lols. i c all do no shout gerh.. cm, ch n ric sumore striking pose.. i all the way go down screaming like dono wat.. hahahahaha.. den when reach ther.. my hand n feet.. k my whole body shaking... joseph asked me questions... bt i dun undst wat he saying.. scaered till cnt ans anythin.. wanted to cry.. then tht leong kah fei, my junior lar, go say "yerrr my sqd ldr scared of heights and water de oh!!1 yeeeeeee!!!" wahlao all my fear turned to ego.. Lols.. nid jaga muka.. come down jz cheer for staff sgt.. hehe. den go take bath time.. i din take bath. coz no water.. dam swt man this camp =.= im filled with mudshyt and dencnt take bath.. me n flee chg nia, wanted to bathe tonite so i go put alot of powder n chged new clothes.. hehe. after tht pastor gt sharing.. i dam slpy dat time.. forgot did wat jors. den go tent time luuu.. go sp.. sthg told me the tent gonna roboh tonite. coz i tent ldr marh. xP.. den i sms lor at nite.. sms til.. 12.30? den fell asleep.. sudd i hear rainwater.. sum1 zip my tent for me.. sweet ><. den after tht.. sud sum1 woke me up.. tht time 1 sthg nia.. when i opened my eyes flee was on top of me, holding the stic. coz falling jor.. haha. den all go to the base shelter lor... my tent de junior all so cute >< use ="p" slp ="p">

Saturday: dam dat fon... dono hus 1.. alarm stupid dao. me n flee dono how to stop the alarm. dam noisy xia.. tht time 5 sthg? i dun even noe wat time. den after tht i slept again.. til 7 oni wake up.. dam cold man when i woke up. den took toothbrush. brush teeth.. da te4nt banjir jor.. gone lar my clothes. den got obstacle race.. the monkey cage. my sqd got 3 gals.. 2 jr 1 sr.. all cnt reach de pole gerh. so i hav to carry them lar, since im da only gal left =.= yin yee i carry her no feel.. hahas. den huey tian.. quite heavy xia.. so waste abit energy.. den last 1 samantha.. she quite plump lar, sumore last to carry.. so i carry til wanna die... den de guys go lor.. guy junior all daniel ng carry or sthg. den.. so many things happen larh. obstacle race we 16 minute sthg.. dun care larh =p. den afer tht got chg clothes.. den gt lunch.. den sketch practice. i luv my group xD. den go amazing games.. for tht 1 i in cm de station rly waste dam many energy.. hav to carry tht plank while the juniors walk on it.. me n samson carry nia.. coz soo lee hand "injured".. say i first aid cha. nxt time dun find me. den.. our sqd 3rd to giv flag, but 2nd highest group points.. den got bathe time.. walao i bathing time sudd the hole gt frog.. the tw eyes popping out... floating blobbing ther. dam dam dam gross.. ugh. after tht dinner.. after dinner mafia.. walao dam tiring day... sumore i slp abt 2 hrs nia.. so cham. den after tht i slp early.. bt every 2 hrs wake up.. cover my leg.. cover my body... cuz i slp with jacket nia.. slping bad share with junior.. bbq i ask so man ppl do the chicken for me.. but all giv junior. dun care larh. k den rest liao.

Sunday: got captain ball. argh. im soo tired. mmuscle dam dam pain sumore.. i didnt wanna play... in the end we lost.. u cares. ytd i carry a box of 12x1.5litre water.. so dam heavy.. den do 50 push ups sumore.. sot. den go bus.. din sit.. coz no more place to sit. so standing at the front dere.. actually got de richard lar.. take my seat.. shuen lor. stand more yeng anyway. reach home go online tok to sum1.. xD dam hepi.. den slp quite early.. 11pm lerh. coz sooooooooooo tired.. @.@

Monday: go drama.. end early.. den online whole day.. finally a break.

there xD

Like fishing in a swiming pool... ha-ha.

Today was a blast!!! WHOO HOO!! So I woke up at about 8 in the morning, counting how many hours i slept last night. I always do that in the mornings when I don't have to rush. Well, usually i rush every morning. I wonder why today was an exception.. Oh, like, duh.. public holiday!! So i buffered the last two episodes of Lovely Complex.. I love this anime 'cause the characters are sooooooo se~~weet!! >< class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Maggi mee myself because my mum thinks this is the way she should bring me up. Correction: because my mum thinks this is the way she should do to avoid cooking. I love my mum.. =) Okay then i was chatting with Felicia and she asked me if I wanted to go swimming.. I hesitated because i really doubt that my swim suit still fits.. Initial plan was going to Venice hill.. Apparently there was a case that happened there not long ago; someone drowned. So my dad didn't allow me to go. Sigh~ and I wantedto go swimming with BB members so badly!! So I changed the place.. *evil laugh* I know it's selfish but hey, who wants to swim in a pool with rotten meat? I knew there was something creepy in that pool.. So I asked my dad for the membership card to the palace of the golden horses.. hardy-har-har. Everyone agreed so we're all set!! Here's the problem; the card only allows four (4) people to enter. There were 9 of us. I told felicia about it but we took the risk... Hehe; we made it past the pool guard!! Way-to-go us..!! So we were just swmming, the whole time i felt like puking because of the pressure in my chest- it was so hard to breathe!! After that we went to change in the pool bathroom.. But the bathroom was so packed we HAD to leave. Even the guys were complaining. Imagine that. So we all sneaked into the gym toilet.. all 9 of us.. hahahaha.. people were staring!! Omg lois, jes, xl n feli really is a comedy troop in the bathroom!! Including me of course.. How could you not include me? haha.. So felicia and I were at side-by-side toilet stalls. Felicia hung her towel on the door... So did I. I had two towels; I hung one on the door and one at the back of the door. Jes could reach the door towels.. Ended up me and felicia went out without worries.. JES WAS SO SHOCKED!! she was like, why aren't you guys begging for the towels?
Felicia: I wipe already.
Lynn : I got two.
hahahaahhhahahahahaha everyone was just laughing and jes was so 'F-seven'ed that her plan didn't work.. hehe.

Then we all went for dinner in McD.. I had a big mac and sir tan had a mega mac. wow. Then sir tan fetched us all home and here I am blogging.. We took alot of pictures in McD but I dont know how to post 'em so there. =)

14days.. thats 2 weeks!!

2 weeks and yet nothing bi-zzar-e to report about.. Yes you are here reading the blog of Lynn the sophisticated leading (and also best!) actress in 'Sweet Life of Lynn'. Here I am, reporting live from Cheras Malaysia; right to your comfortable futon with your computer right infront of you; yes that's right- you are staring at your computer now, mm hmm! -like, to lameness-ity and beyond. *whistles* Its saturday night and I have nothing awesome to do... to top it all off cheeming sent me a message "someone got no credit =p". I forgive him~ he made my day soo much better today.. In order to repay him; cheeming i dedicate this poem to you.. for just being there.

The night was a dull one;

I turned on the telly-

News reports blasted;

about the quakes in cities.

Turned on my lil com;

wondered what to do next-

Spend the night watching animes?

or just chill and relax?

Take a deep breath,

let time blend in-

the atmosphere was perfect;

better than it seems.

Then something stopped by;

next to my heart-

I dont know why;

but it feels so dark.

I found your nick on the toolbar-

something is happening.

I find myself lost way far;

I needed a little comforting.

You was just being there patiently;

As I sat down and spilled-

words just flew to my fingers,

my heart was satisfied and filled.

There was no spectacular advice;

or any of Ghandi's quotes-

Just saying what friends would say;

not forgetting to include jokes ^^

You really cheered me up;

And I feel much better,

It really wasn't luck,

that me and you got closer ^^

Thanks cheeming.. bee-tee-double-euu i posted this poem because nothing much ahs happened lately; so there.

5 days din post.. Lols.

Lols, 5 days din post man.. so i dun rmb wht happened =.= k on friday leh, i actually wanted to stayback coz cm n hj teaching mar.. group discussion konon.. but then kah choon nt feeling well so cm hav to jaga him at the st john room.. end up al sit in st john room. Swt lor.. den aft tht me n irfan go for the the the the "chopstick titi" competition.. lols. we won!! t was kinda a draw lar.. den go jus c hu win @.@ pic n details all in hj de blog lar, lazy wanna type leh.


so saturday gt st johns.. gila man kawad till xDDD k lar, i reach at abt 7.05.. "mingled" abit, den masuk baris jor.. i took attendance lor, den gt pertandingan kawad.. cm de group won f3
den after tht i went home, rush rush rush to polish, eat n pack.. den hj come fetch me to Bb lor.. den bb i was late for band class elhs T________T.. hui min de reed spoil jors, so i boro anita de lor ><. den for singspiration, so stiff -.- after tht bible class unc bak wah din come, so we jz keng gai wit sir max xD. after tht drill 1 hr plu.. tht time i so blur jor @.@den always kena scold by tht zj n ric.. cham lor. den sft tht anson pulak wan me shout the kjg cheer.. crazy ar = = so i jz said i not well lor.. Like duh; st john kawad 5hrs BB kawad 1 hr + sumore.. u don die i die lor. k den after tht i went home.. slept at 9pm>? den woke up at 2.. Lols. so i watched 27 dresses xDDDD


sunday lu.. go chg, go church, usuall stuff lar.. den hav to go giant.. sheesh i hate grocery shopping.. my mum bought yogurt drink!! =D den went home, studied for chem... den online lor.. online i lost my temper with hj n tk.. coz they so smart, i apa pun tak tau when we asking chem q.. haiz, shuan lar, noob jiu shi noob de-mopu dak gau jors. haha.. den i went to slp at abt 12? sthg lidat lar.


k today wht i did ar?
gt chem n bm exam leh.. for the 200-250 words essay i think i wrote 3oo+.. so i dun dare write bilangan pp lor.. den for the 350 words essay which i thought was impossible to finish cuz its bm i wrote 43x words. geng leh... i oso cnt beliv it xD but coz its the semangat kejiranan mah, alot isi leh... at 1st i dam blank de.. den i rmbered i forgot to pray =p so i prayed lor.. aft tht all the ideas like rushing... Thank You Lord!! So before the chem exam i prayed too :D chem i think all can do lar.. jz the equations and the stupid plant thing i dono.. crazy man the equations. k lor so thts all for today.. exam time boring de lar, nthg funny happen today oso.. besides the incident today morning where pradheed shouted "HI LYNN!!" with a super high pitched tone when i was walking up the stairs.. perculiarly weird.

Oh my gosh- i feel sooo guilty!! More like, felt guilty.. Sigh, i totally totally forgot about the Sunday School outing tht chen ai was talking to me about!! aaarrgghh i feel so stupid! So this morning when i woke up at abt 6am cuz i tot got school.. when woke up n pack bag oni realised dun hav school... so i jz studied bio lor.. at abt 9 i was asking my mum to bring me out for breakfast lar, den my dad say he wanted to go oso.. but den he was still slping at abt 9.30.. Swt sia.. So me n my mum went to buy nasi lemak lor.. thank gooness din go pasar; i was wearing my super tight t-shirt =.= so when i came home, my dad's hp ringing.. den my sis say looking for me wor.. i was shocked.. den when i heard "its a call from pastor leh".. i was like, what's he doing calling me now...... OMG!! sunday school outing today!! When i picked up the fone the pastors wife was like, elaine u going ss outing onot de?? n i was like, no.. im so sorry i didnt inform y'all earlier.. then she was laughing, she's such a jolly lady, lols... Den she was like, ok larh bye.. omg.. it was at approx. 9.45 am.. the bus was supposed to leave church at 8.30am.. OMG THEY WAITED FOR A DARN HOUR FOR ME AR?!?! -gasp- guilty conscience.. i felt soooo bad! argh.. Then after tht i went lor to times square.. at first wan feli to folo de, den sudd postpone to 3pm.. den feli dun feel like going out jors, so shuan lor.. den i went to have lunch dere... Lols the steamboat there nice lor. when we finished it was like, 6.30... Lols... coz count in searching for the restaurant, searching for parking, going there, and getting ready.. so we got the food at abt 4.45 lidat lar.. took some pictures, will post when i rajin go upload pics from the cam.. Lols =p den hor, we went home cuz parents hav to rush for sum weird dinner..........again. hmm~ they've been eating out alot lately.. Y'knw when we had nasi lemak this morning i had to fry 5 eggs- 1 for everyone.. haiz, it was hard work.. i burnt my finger, Lols. My mum asked my dad if they got the wrong baby frm the hospital.. DUDE, ITS POSSIBLE FOR ME TO INHERIT MY GREAT GREAT GRANDFATHER'S GENES KAY?!?! sheesh. Lols. haha.. den when i came home i went pasar malam,... bought dvds.. and omg i saw this girl, she is like an anime man!! her outfit i think.. ive seen tht gurl in schl b4.. i love her shoes.... sigh~ but my dad would never let me dress lolita.. nt tht i like it lar, but so nice leh... once in a while oso can bah.. >< =p hahas

so when i came home i chatted with anzhi lor.. her sis went!! i was like, omg did the whole church really wait for me??? then she was like, no lar, they jz went.. then halfway oni dey remembered me.. so dey called back lor.. PHEW, the jz stopped.. aww so sweet, they remembered!! xD k lar, thts all for today..

xD i only studied bio today lols

Dear God, Help me.

ohmygosh- i just realised i'll be super busy during the entirw holidays!! *sobs* Whoever that created the term "honeymoon year", is seriously disturbed. Lemme tell you what my life is currently revolving around.. Well, it's almost everything. AAARRGGHHH its dreadful to even mention it....! Life is hard.. I miss form3 sooooo much!! All the work is giving me headaches and eyesores; what's worsE? Pimples!! -.- I don't like this, i don't like this one bit~!! If my dad read this blog, he would tell me to stop... Like, immediatley. I know i shouldn't like, hide all my activities from him knowing- but what am i supposed to do? -sigh- again, Life is hard..

Kay, so holidays start on the 24th, if im not mistaken.. so...

24th May :St Johns NCO training course
25th May :St Johns State workshop
26th May :St Johns NCO training course exam; Church camp day 1; drama rehearsal 01
27th May :Church camp day 2
28th May :Church camp day 3
29th May :Church camp day 4, Annual camp day 1, drama rehearsal 02
30th May :Annual Camp day 2
31st May :Annual Camp day 3
1st June :Church
2nd June : Mom gets opt; drama rehearsal 03
3rd June :drama rehearsal 04
4th June : St Johns Area Camp Day 1; drama rehearsal 05
5th June : St Johns Area Camp Day 2; drama rehearsal 06
6th June : St Johns Area Camp Day 3; drama rehearsal 07
7th June : St Johns Area Camp Day 4; drama rehearsal 08; BB
8th June :Church
9th June :School starts today
11th June :Drama Competition

So, im under a dilemma.. My mom would be in the hospital for God knows how long, Jeva is practically forcing us to join the area camp, the workshop is clashing with my camp to johor, pn kamales would probably kill me for skipping even one practice, my dad would get insane if i told him my plans for the holidays, i would kill myself if i skip any one of these!! arrghh... i feel like dying.. Gee, and i thought i could at least breathe during the holidays.. suffocating's more like it.. and the worst thing is, with such a paced schedule and my family condition right now, i cant even find the time for at least ONE movie! It's like, at every free time i have, i'll have to go take care of my mom.. Sigh, looks like there's nothing i can do abt it huh... ohmygosh n i totally totally forgot about the prs karnival kerjaya.. and singapore??? booo hoo, looks like i'll have to wait...

great hema jz smsed me to register for the workshop.. I dont even know if im going.. And im running out of time- and out of cash. Then it's just so fortunate of me to have josh reminding me to pass up the form for the Bb thing on saturday.. You know what I think? I think i lost the form! Seriously. Oh yeah, and the mid terms are like, in approximately 84 hours from now. Good, now i have studies to take these holidays off my mind.. hold on, i need to breathe..
*inhales, coughs, exhales* even the air isnt on my side =.=

Ah well, so sorry if i ruined your mood, ure probably thinking i dont have that much to do, and that u have more work than i do... and no, im not referring to a specific person so u can stop wondering. k lar..

Its not like its gonna keep me from being the happy i dont care type, y'know? xDDD

Supa-dupa tiring day!! zZzZ

Lols, look at me.. started a blog, 1st day oni so semangat.. nw like so dead jors, write oso lazy.. haha

hmm, wht happen today lerh??
i went to school.. as usual... den den den.. today gt the ko-ko thing lerh, i dun rly like, coz so boring.. but usually me n ginny will be toking abt desperate hsewives n ugly betty tht was on tv every tuesday night.. hahas. Then after tht was free time.. xDDD i dono y larh moral teacher went in a while oni like sesat den est teacher din masuk at all oso = = den today jm launch rocket mar, so he bought the tennis ball to schl lor.. when navein saw he was like, FOOTVALL!! n there they were at the back kicking the tennis ball. and it was all boring.... TILL I DECIDED TO PLAY!!! whoo hoo lynn is in the house baby!!! haha. So navein n joachim was against me n me u noe!! den i kicked the ball lar.. i was facing the back door marh.. once i kicked- i didnt even aim, it went up to navein's -toot-!!! LOL MAN GURVINA KAVI VANESSA N UTHAYA WERE DERE AND THOSE PERVERT LADIES WERE LIKE, ROFLMAO MAN!!! hahaha.... den it was back to normal larh.. me n lok yee went and trashed hanjons fon, watch happy tree friends and got grossed out- till the bm teacher came.. haihz, another boring boring day man... so de bm teacher was toking abt the bina-ing ayat and how 4 beta should be answerring the paper; "professionally", she says. Then ringg!!! rehat!! wahh, today bm oni 15mins!! so syi0k!!
"eh today follow ko-ko jadual larh!" ......its like when the kite is flying so high up in the air suddenly got hit by a helicopter. ARGGH!!! More bm after recess?!?! kill me better man.. haiz. Then during recess i ate with gurv irfan and uths lar, as usual.. i dunnoe where the alfa-ians went.. so dun care lar. Then after tht got add maths, jz do latihan as usual.. after tht got physics.. Hanjon went n tried on the solar cap with navein.. hahaha so funny looking lar dey all. den we discussed the smart physics thing lor.... argh, talk about studies- im not prepared for the mid terms and here i am blogging.. Ah well~ surely can de lar hor? xD

After school, i went home to makan lor, nid to save money lerh, coz my mum not gonna pay for bsb t-shirt n prs t-shirt.. haiz. anyway, it'll get worse if u talk more about it.. words of wisdom by hema.. haha. Then we went for prs.. we HAD to enter at least one competition.. and the teacher was like form4 students need to take part in media.. arghh and hema starts panicking.. and talking about her busy life..haiz, poor her... Poor me oso, coz so much of work to do... sad le, making me so moody these days.. Then, its as if by fate that ginny appears in me n hema's life, pulling every single string and zip and button on my super-cute bag and claims that she "discovered" the bags' function all by herself.. the hema says, "yee lynn taught u how to do it la" Lols, three's a crowd.. but in our case, three's a crazy. haha... Kay, so after that i went rushing to basketball club meet.. As usual, me n angela were busy, leaving nobody to write the laporan.. as usual, im supposed to cover that up cuz angela does it most of the time; so its my turn now.. man i got sooooo em song man when ck made this statement: "lei gei xi wui dak han ger lar??" ...as if i havent been thru enuf rite?? anyway dun care bout him larh, annoying xP. den i went for drama... pn kamales was doing reading.. i quite unhepi lar, coz at first nobody was listening to my suggestions- as usual.. sigh~ i feel so left out lar there.. jz c the acting drama team lar.. im like, the strange type. I dunnoe y now only i realised.. so fine lar, i guess i shld jz act n do my part the best as i can, altho i already know this is not the way the crew should behave- but i have no choice, i guess... so i din even try to suggest anything after tht lor.. i was messing with navein n pradheep, haha.. they're fun.... in a weird kinda way. Lols. hmm.. so after the drama i c the guys launch rocket.. i cant stay for too long coz had tution... haiz. During tution i felt like, dying. Literally. coz i was so sleepy, and i cant remember anything abt jurnal thingys..!! n i was waiting n waiting n waiting for the clock to strike 6.30... and it came!! so i walked home.. den i ate dinner.. my parents are eating out agaiin.. sigh~ nowadays everyone in the family is so bz man.. k den my gramma had to use the pc so i watched tv for a while lor.. n i on the pc at abt 8 sumting lar.. den chat n write this blog n sms at the same time.. haha.. so thts it lar.. is it too long ar this post? haha... at first i didnt wanna post coz dono wht to rite.. but i guess i cant stop once i started huh.. haha..

INCREDIBLE!!

Member since: October 2007
First Post : April 2008
hahaha.... guess i cant keep up with this blogging thing.. Kay, im gonna take this as my online diary from now on.. Phew, now what else to write?

Today is... not really exhausting, cuz got no drama rehearsals.. It was cancelled.. WOOTS!! hehe.. >< So when i went home, my maid didnt prepare lunch.. 'Cause I told her no nid prepare wat... haiz, so when i went home all tired n hungry, theres no lunch. So i was kind of angry lar, cuz everything is always notified at the last minute.. causing me have to cook maggi mee all by myself... *sobs* and believe it or not, it was 3 when i finally got to eat... After cooking oso dun feel so hungry dy man.. haiz. Den after tht my sister said cannot go online. WHY?? 'Cause dad wants to use it in his office, so you cant turn on the modem. OH PLEASE, LIKE MY DAY COULDNT GET ANY 'BETTER'. So fine lar, i still have my temper under control... so i went to my bed.. n flipped thru the sejarah reference book(no kidding), and jz read lor... At abt 5 i cldnt stand it any longer- I need some sleep!!! Ahh~ air-cond is on.. Paradise.. Wait- So I slept... before 5 minutes of peace and zen, there my sister is pestering me about her stupid folio. AAARRRGGHHH!!!! So i said lar, leave it. i'll help u tonite.. so i went back to sleep. THEN SHE SCREAMED AT MY EARS, where's the pink pen?!?! Ohmygosh, like i know lar... What, like i stuffed it to my brains? She seriously needs a time-out. After a series of "I dont know"s and "shut up and stop screaming!!"s we finally got it over with. It was 5.30. Fine, i can sleep till 7. Unfortunately, dinner is served at 6 today cuz of my maid lar again.. Her stupid temper is SO getting on my nerves weyh..! ARGH!! Okay i'll just go down and eat then. I was starting to get hungry anyway. After that, YESS can go online dy!! whoo hoo!! so i went online, chatted with 'someone'... posted in some group discussion thingys, and i wanted to start doing my maths homework which was due today. ( Teaher didnt punish me cuz i genuinely covered it up with an innocent face and Uthaya's book). But alas! she's gonna check it again tomorrow. So fine, I'll do it today- what's the big deal anyway, right? I mean, Its just 25-30 questions.... Lols. So i was hunting for my pens.. Gurvina took my eraser home, i suppose. I had to use this super small piece of rubber, its like, the size of a 2-carat diamond. Yup, that's how it is. So i got myself settled, and... What's that sound? OH NO!! my sister has tution today!! Argh, i have to walk her to the tution centre lar.. Ish i hate responsibilities. So I did my work, checked out felicia's bloggie, and decided "hey maybe i should get myself a blog too!!" so there i was so semangat to sign up... online diary here I come!! huh? whats wrong? y cant register..?? apparantly i already regisered last year..and i forgot about it. I even named my blog sakura kiss, un-believable. So fine lar, i did all the procedures crap and then chose a skin.. Felicia's blog skin is sooo nice so i dedcided to get one too lar, but too bad.. always oso got error!! I gave up at approx. 9.30pm. I did my maths homework, got scolded from my dad cuz i gave him 4 empty CDs when he asked for 10, completed my sister's folio and i decided to choose the skins again.. FINALLY i found this crown-like thing, so i was like, hopefully got no error this time.. and success!! whoo hoo!!! So then i viewed my blog.. Then I realised I have no posts..!! haha so i wrote this one.. My first post.. Hope y'all like it!! xD