sucess... is NOT in my hands.

Okay, why sucess isnt in my hands? allright, i'll tell you why..
first and foremost, i didnt study at all for the coming test.. andddd..
im so dead.

here's what i did this week:
hmm~ em cee-d a drama competition on tuesday, went to church for the exhibition stuff on wednesday til friday... wednesday n thusday frm schl go till 6pm..friday schl go till 9pm.. haha i like hectic schedules.. its actualy not much to do and i realllllyy have the time to study if i have the determination.. too bad, i comfort myself and say : im too tired, rest larh.. sleep at 12 cuz its gonna b a long day tomorrow..

i said this to myself everyday. results: tak belajar, apa pun tak buat..hanya tau tido saja.. xP

so now im not supposed to be blogging actually.. im supposed to be doing add maths..
ah well, i deserve a break, dont i? xDDDDD here i go again

To emo or not to emo

Shld i emo cuz of sthg useless? ...i dont think so. im too busy to emo anyway.. If somebody tells u they r rly rly busy n u didnt console them n say "ah well, it'd be over soon =)".. its okay. but u shldnt go n tell tht person like, "woi i got far more work lor.. u tink u dam bz izit? im soo manytimes busier thn u.. bla bla" dude. being busy aint something to be proud of -.-

Next point
Lols.. im so into public speaking... wahaha.. i tot m gonna lose.. when the teacher said "and the first place goes to.. i think it is already pretty obvious *smiles at me*....." and everyone was like, yee lynn~ yee lynn~ u noe, silently, my little heart was like, haiyooooo shit larr... surely pauline win 1.. y laaa they go say my name?? if i lose then teruk man.. rly kanasai lor tht time -.-... anyway she said it was me =)..

kay.. the reason i won was because.. brigg tiana all din enter larh, if they enter i mmg jadi pancake jors 0.o

Moving On
Exhibition is like, in 1 week man!! ><.. hopefully it works out =).. the drill thingy is like, dam sucky.. *hopefully anson dun c this* the bunga dam chun larh, grats xCm xDD but then hor.. like, lack of practice or lack of teamwork or everyone terlalu blur?? idk. t then.. hopefully when ts time to present nobody screws up!! ><... Im almost done with the prep n everythin i guess.. and on tht day, i wan sc to jz step in and strike a thumbs up to me.. i love it when people think what i did was good.. =) i mean, if u did something with so much effort and sum1 jz steps in and say, yuck. IF U NOE WHAT I MEAN. Lols.. but im soo busy with school and BB.. got no time to studyfor the coming test >.<>

Today cut my hair.. xDDDD its like, s0 short.. =.= bt nvm larh.. cuz soooo light n easier to wash.. my main point of cutting hair.. no nid so mafan LOL

Everythings Just Wonderful

Yes, everything is just wonderful these days... at least, for me. but my friend dun rly had the best time in her life larh.. n i jz duno how to console her.. i dot know what to do.. and when someting nice happens and she's the only person i can tell about it to, but if she was sad, how'd u expect me to share sumthin happy with her rite.. anyway..

MOVING ON.
so, im soooooo in love with lily allen.. teehee.. her lyrics always makes me laugh cuz its so sarcastic.. hahas. but... my monitor broke down like, last week? forgot =p so ive been using my laptop.. thts y now online oso lesser dy larh. so... in class i was sooooo sleepy man!! I slept off in bm when gurv was teling me sumthing... she was like. sumthing mango dono wat.. i dozed off. haha when i woke up she was like, lynn if u enter slping competition sure u johan larh. hahahaha... hu duznt noe dat -.- oh yeah.. i also slept off in chemistry.. i sat at the front table..at the middle there.. n i was sleeping. i feel sobad larh.. bt i cldnt help it, im so damn sleepy lar weyh.. u noe y ar? coz ytd i woke up at 3am -.-


to those tht dun rly knw me, i have 3am phobia.why? the ghost comes at tht time. REALLY LAAAAA
den sumore on tuesday pn nganambal explain bout the haunted school.. haiyor rly dam scary lerh... n i kip thinking about it!! so when i woke up at 3am i was like, shit man, i cant sleep larh.. den i was wide awake till 4am.. actually i was lying on the bed doing bio report.. but then i fell asleep at 11.. haha. coz wednesday is rly a tiring day lorh.. like, i slept at 1 i tink on tuesday.. then i have to wake up early and pack larh.. as usuall for school lorh.. den in school i was like walking up and downthe school- i seriously felt like dying. After school was the WORST. i had to look for miss kong cuz the 3 on 3 was on tht day wat.. and i didnt finish the scoreboard oso.. so i went to staffroom to look for her larh. i looked there, nobody. den i saw pn chia. so i wanna ask her to return my dvds lar.. she frgot to bring =p den after tht she told me miss kong is at the basketball court.. so fine lar i go basketball court lorh.. den she wasnt dere -.- so i tink maybe she went bak to da staffroom ady lor.. so i dumbly went to the staffroom again. u noe how far is da staffroom from the basketball court ar?? dammit lor.. so i went back to the staffroom, and pn chia shouted, LYNN, MISS KONG JUSTCAME BACKFRM DA COURTWHEN U WENT OFF. i was like wtf -.- i said tq and rushed to the staffroom lorh.. miss kong wasnt dere. fine. whatever. i spent 20 minutes just walking around school looking for her. when i reached home it was 1.30.. the competition starts at 2. den my dad called me. he asked me to help him with something.. he said it was urgent. i have to send an email it seems. so fine, it'd take about less than 5 minutes.. damn the connection -.- i cant even send an email. n mymood was sooooo cha yesterday plus my dad calling me every like, 2 minutes to nag me and rush me makes it worse. den sudd he called n said no nid dy. tht time was 1.48... i rushed pstairs to change..but couldnt find my clothes. found it, ran downstairs, grabbed a piece of pancake, and off i am walking to school again. take note tht i didnt even sit down since after school. its 1 whole hour o brief walking. i think i lost weight. haha.. den after the match i rushed home for tution.. i din take bath coz too tired.. haha. then my balance sheet was actually BALANCED. Thank God. for accounts lar. then i took bath, had tea-ish lunch and did some paperwork.. den dinner. den my dad asked me to check his letter.. after tht i forgot wat i did.. chatted oni i guess..

LOL on tuesday was the best.. cuz it was exhibition day. so me, uthaya, gurv n irfanah were like experimenting on our erruption.. teehee. we tried water with sodium.. observation: ball-ish spark and ended with a 'pop' sound. coke and mentos. observation: no reaction. cokeand baking powder: bubbles up and overflows the test tube. baking soda, coke and sodium; observation: beautiful ball-ish spark with a tinge of coke smell in the air.. den test tube mouth is cracked and had little grooves around it. fire from the friction of sodium and coke got bigger and son the test tube couldnt stand the heat and blew up. head of lab assistants came and lectured us and my hand has 2 holes. literrally.

WASNT THAT COOL??!?!?!?!! I WANA DO IT AGAIN!! lols uthaya irfanah n burvina were standing at the door when it blew and shattered. -.- i was the only victim. Thank God the glass din enter my eye. hehe, i love chemistry exeriments xD

Work smarter, not harder.

My dad always tells me this: you work smart, not hard.

so, once upon a time there was a village very very far from everywhere else. The village had no water unless rain falls. The villagers were worried that the water would run out one day, so the village head needs to take action. He gave out 2 exclusive contracts for 2 persons to supply water for the village. the villagers will pay them for the water but the water must come consistently. So Ed, one of the 2 that has the contract were ovverwhelmed by this 'opportunity'. So he invested on 2 buckets and a cement tank for the villagers to take water from. Day by day, he wakes up earlier than the villagers to make sure there is enough water for the villagers by the time they wake up. Everyday, he works hard day till night, taking water from the lake all the way to the village. Ed was happy, because money was pouring into his pockets. Bill, on the other hand, disappeared for a while. Ed was happy that there was no competition around, so he can earn his hard money by the villagers on a daily basis. Bill went off to town for 6 months. After 6 months, he came back to the village with 4 investors, a contractor, and some workers with a long, stainless steel pipe. He built the pipe to connect the lake with the village, and left the villagers to take water from the pipe themselves as a few workers collected money. Soon, the villagers went to Bill's place to ge water because it was cleaner than Ed's. Ed knew he was facing tough competition, so he lowered the price by 75% and added 2 more buckets to get the water. As time grew, Bill's account grew too. Ed was losing strength as he carried 4 buckets filled with water everyday, back and forth from the lake to the village. When his sons went to study, he said to his sons, "hurry back, someday this business will be yours". His sons never came back and soon Ed hads to hire workers. These workers wanted higher pay, and more benefits. They also wanted to carry only one bucket per trip, which makes it slower to get more water. Bill knew that if this village needed water, other villages need water supply too. So hewent to other villages and installed a pipe in each of the villages. Now alot of villages were using his servise to get water, so Bill neednot to work anymore but money is still filling his pockets on a daily basis. So, Bill lived happilly ever after while Ed spent his ass working for hard-earned money, forever and ever after. The end.

So who u wanna be? Ed? or Bill?

I'm the best damn thing that your eyes have ever seen

Right, this has been the weirdest week of my.. secondary 4 year. =p

aite so on monday, i skipped a whole day in school cuz i was like, "rehearsing" for the sketch competition on tuesday.. i've been skipping classes quite frequently these days.. sigh~ missed an entire chaprter in add maths, an entire chapter in maths, missed out half of the topic in bio, almost an entre chapter in chemistry, and got my physics teacehr pissed off cuz i wasnt there to hear the "test tip" which is what i think is entirely useless since i dont understand ANYTHING he teaches. =.=

tuesday - competition day!! one of the happiest cheering days of form 4... teehee! So our sketch had an only 3 yes, 3 (tree/pokok) days of rehearsal. There were twelve teams. something tells me we're gonna get 12th. I JUST KNOW IT. Our props are just like, a cffee table, 3 chairs and 2 school tables. the other teams ( fuu yohh!! ) had the whole lab on stage. Yes, the microscope, the disected frogs and mice, the TEST TUBES and oh, the chemicals too. They's bring the curtains if they were allowed. SHEESH. but guess what? high school kajang participated and like, a few drama team members from district level were there.. haha. So.. we were the third team to present man!! haha so nice... so after presenting we all went rayau-ing.. me n vanessa tried to smile like, the whole time just like tht jung ling guy.. our cheeks hurt hahahahaha. so we won 2nd place for sketsa.. hehe it was such a shock lols. so after that we all took pics. haha touchy moment.

so wednesday, everythings back to normal? nah. don wanna tok abt it. thurs n fri oso =p

saturday.. got pissed off at someone.. BB time rox!! teehee... josh din go coz got "carnival" wor.. maybe its like, the meeting of the b**b**s or sthg.. hahahahahahhaahahaha only he undst =p sooooooo funny lar badge class n bible class. hahahah MBS WOR.. lawl. spongebob rox!! hahaha... NEGATIVE 6!! Lolness!! for more details contact me ><>

today wanna sleep late geh, den 8.30 hema called me n asked me to go agm. Lols. running to school on a sunday morning. so funny lar haha.. aite o here i am, singing lily allen songs.. i love lily allen xD and deciding wether or not to finish all my work today... i got my script, my maths work, bio report, add maths work, basketball report, exhibition prototype, moral kerja amal, moral biodata.. i guess that's just about it?