Same Beginning, Different Ending. =)

Dream as if you'll live forever, Live as if you'll die today.

0.o

Today.. whole day in school..
duno do wad -.-

Erm, for english, tried to answer the questions teacher gave, 
while trying to finish the literature question.

I honestly wanted to do the homework yesterday night.
Seriously.

But.. I lost my notebook.
So no soalan.
Terpaksa do at school xD

So after that was BM,
kena tegur -.-
"ternyata jenis orang seperti kamu yang tidak berinisiatif adalah malas"
shuen lor.

I can't remember anything that happened after that..
Sejarah time I was keng-ing with Angela abt sth -.-
today whole day tok to her nia xDD

So.. I went around school spreading a rumour =p
I told everybody,
"TODAY IS WORLD HUGGING DAY!!"
So everyone hugged me.
lol.

I was on the verge of sticking the 'Free Hugs! *girls only*' sign on my shirt.
Too bad hema didn't come to join me and my crazy idea. =(

During Physics I wanted to learn something..
at Shageetha's table..
but fell asleep -.-

Friend teaching oso can sleep. 
Pro leh??

Then EST..
When the class was quiet I went *gasp* "CRAP!"
My bottle was dripping larh, and I didn't notice zzz
So everyone looked.

Then the teacher said sth that I wasn't listening to...
and suddenly..
"THE END IS NEAR"
Angela like, whispered-ish that to me. 
I just stared.
then both of us laughed HYSTERICALLY.
hahaha *lol*

So I slept next to Wen Bin the whole Bio.
I can't believe I fell asleep.
Stupid larh.
But nvm, cuz when I slept teacher was sharing a story about cutting sum kidney ting -.-
when I woke up she was still sharing that story.
Cool.

After school Pavi came my house to get a Cheongsam.
for malam tradisi 0.o

Then I bathed and ate and went t church to paint banner..
Me and Lois went there semangat-ly to paint banner..
reach there nia..
NO BANNER =.=
zzz

solved the problem with the banner, replaced it with mounting board -.-
sux 99 -.-

then after that.. Lois left.
and I did the banner in the cold BB room alone.
Seriously there was a "ting ting ting" sound somewhere weyh..
So when Jian came I was so glad. lol.

Banner was a disappointment though.
it was.. DIABOLICAL. 

Then went Jian's house cuz we were running early xD
facebook-ed at his house larh..
He gav 2 packets of choki choki xDDD
Yang go tax 50% of one packet zz
Then Jian fetch me home lorh.

Tiba home nia eat and bathe, nid go tuition dy -.-
zzz
Went pasar malam with Mei Yan before that xD
tested the lavender bubble tea on guinea pig Boonie xDD
Then accounts class.. TK tak datang kerana nak kao lui kat kelas sebelah.
miss his voice =x zzz
alot of ppl were like,
"eh hw come tak dengar TK's voice de?" 
lol.

After that went pasar malam, again -.-
with KAKAK.
then came back nia watched spongebob 0.o
Then watched American Idol xDDD
da da da da ..
da guy that performed before Gokey..
*I forgot his name*
..was AWESOME.
Adam Lambert made an entrance. like, freakin yeng entrance.
but too bad.. he's gay. =x

So here I am, blogging.
Feeling dam sleepy now..
but duwan sleep.
cuz..
tomorrow HOLIDAY!!!
WHOOOPPEEE!!!! xDDDDD

finally -.-
gonna wake up at 12 man xDDD

Something incredibly stupid and ridiculous just happened to me.


My eraser has once again defied me by vanishing into plain sight.
I was using it less than 5 minutes ago -.-
zzz

now it's missing.
I keep looking for it.
but it's just gone.

what a spoiler zz

So... now wanna study, but..
so much to do for tomorrow -.-
so.. im gonna put studying on hold,
and complete all my 'external factor' work before I start studying again.

I've been sleeping in class A LOT lately.
I fell asleep in Bio today.
BIO MAN!!

Lol. shocking. but true.
sigh.

WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME??!!?!
i think i've got idiot flu.
or lazy flu.
or plain no brain flu.

Lols.
haha ><

Kay.. wad else to say?
nthg else to say.

felt dam bangga coz sth happened today xDDD
KARNESH TALKED TO ME!!! 
MY CRUSH FOR 5 YEARS!! =x

hahahaha..
everyday i'll go up to him and ask him:
Karnesh will you be my boyfriend?

and he'll be like, "riiight."

hahaha.
so today he came and asked me how to write good essays.
like I would noe 0.o

Then.. had lizard-to-animal-to-ghosts-back-to-animals talk today..
with kumpulan berbilang kaum xDDD

dam fun larh xD
tho i got nthg to contribute =p
Like, so many things happen to other ppl's life..
and..
my life like got no story to tell nia.

Like dam normal nia.
lol.

Reminds me of Briggs when she said..
"so we were talking about our childhood in tuition, and Richard went,
'I think I had a very sad childhood'.. I mean, who asked him to be so obsessed with football in a young age??!!"

hahahaha.. 
it's nice listening to people like Pavi talking stories, cuz she'll be such a drama queen and all..
Her eyes would bulge out when she's excited,
She'll do that puking face when it's disgusting,
she'll shriek and squint her eyes when she saw feli peeling her skin in class -.-
I do admit it's pretty gross.

HAHAHA..
"eh fle y la u wanna cabut all? ur body will lepaskan it thru time"
"pain larh"
*eeeeeeeee ><*   (that was pavi)

Then I was sharing my ONLY story that happened in my life...
when suddenly..
I was talking in chinese!! 0.o!!
And I didn't realise!!
So I saw Pavi and Vanessa pull that "uh-huh" face..
and I repeated it in English.
Fle, Ginny and TK din notice weyh!!!
They din notice I started speaking in chinese halfway. 
Hahaha... part of our 'budaya' la..
even Vanessa would speak sum chinese sometimes..
words like "fah chiao" and "mah fan".. Lol.

SO NICE LAA!! ><
xD

Then today in TK's hse.. played Naruto with his bro xD
so me, tk, teck ming and chee yang were jumping and shouting holding the controllers in the small room.
shouting at the TV. 
hahahaha.

I was trying to rampas TK's controller =x
he go put handicap in favor to him.
and i din noe.
so when playing time i was like,
WTS??!?!?! =____=

When Anson came he had so spoil the fun la.
then TK and he forced me to study.
good oso lar, cuz if they don't i'd probably be playing all day.
haha.

So here I am, blogging-
initially intending to report the strange case of my missing eraser when..
this karangan terpesong-ed again.

Due to my endless pile of crap in the "masuk" tray,
I shall stop.

Haha.
have fun in SPM!!

Lol like yes lidat -.-

Lol.

I feel dam useless weyh..
coz i din study. and exam's in 2 weeks 0.o!

got extra classes but always oso I tak sempat go 1 -.-
samo i noe i'll jz slp in class
stay at home better larh =p

Today the uni people came larh, like last year..
but this year the KimMarie din come T.T

so x dpt cut hair =x

So, this exhibition has made me more confused than ever.
My mindset of pursuing advertising flew.
like what happened to my past obsessions..
A passing fancy, as what Pn. K would've labelled them.

I wanna do graphics xDD

Kay, so I'm not aware of what happened in school lately, since i'm sleeping at every class.
yes, EVERY class..
it didn't used to be so bad.
it was always only certain boring subjects..
now, i fall asleep in english and moral -.-
ADD MATHS! the worst class to be sleeping in, 
and yet I have done it again.

yippeee me zz

I need to study.
zzz

ARRRGGGHHHH somebody MAKE me!!! T____________T

oh, and my finger's skin is peeling.
so cool la.

lol.
and lots of people are probably em song-ing me right now..
if i'm cold to u, u shld think of wht u've done -.-
to those that LOVES pumping in "i tink my idea wld be better"
dude. den propose ur idea lor.
macamlah i suka sgt nak buat all this. zz
u tink u better then PLEASE go and do it.
dun wait for me to do den complain.
cuz im so sick of people that only noe how to complain when they themselves oso cnt do anything better.
zz
i've been moody lately, zzz
cuz of..
external factors!?!? 0.o!!

PIMPLES?! NO WAY!! 
OXY. 
the remedy for sore faces.

lalalalalala

HAHAHA xD
IM SO HAPPY LAA ><

2day...

went to library with Vanessa and Ginny.
went there and acted like blondes.

HAHAHAHA freakin funny man!!

I hate..

going in from the left car door and moving to the right side of the car -.-
awkward situations-.-
having to please everybody.
listening to people that wont listen to me.
asking for advice -.-
crying in public zz
getting angry
spreading negative energy
waiting for something.
window shopping
my hair -.-
people that thinks im not good enough to be their friend.
being broke -.-
living without a phone or an iPod.
having to find a chair or table in school.
any type of vigorous activities that involves sweating.
watching low resolution-bad quality movies.
people yelling for me; asking me to do stuff.
people that dont appreciate my help.
having to do something over and over again, to the point where I hated my own masterpiece -.-
altering what i think is already good enough.
arguing with nonsensical people over the silliest things.
people that talk bad about me behind my back.
having to drink water every day -.-
having to study in life -.-
having to pursue goals instead of just taking them.
phrases like, usaha tangga kejayaan.
injections
dentists -.-
stuff that makes me go nervous.
disappointment.
blending in to the wall.
to have to live like a good child and do everything according to the rules. -.-
being sad
spilling stuff.
to have to hold anything that is made of glass.
homework. and teachers that checks them.
feeling stupid.


=)

I want..


a complete set of stationery, along with the fancy stuff my friends have, i.e highlighters, scissors, and a PENCILBOX.
(yeah, i still dun have a pencilbox xD)

an Oxford Thesaurus.
cuz I have alot of dictionaries, but they don't help at all.
I dont want definitions, i'm looking for synonyms. x)

Another fancy notebook.
just cuz I want it.

a box of colour pencils.
cuz its so hard to draw and not colour it, y'noe?

A new file -.-
cuz my old one got stolen.

A set of borang PETS, and Hema's borang PETS for sejarah.
cuz it flew away with my file.

A bigger brain.
cuz I think my brain is too small, tht's y im so dumb -.-

A pair of sandals. =)
cuz all i have are heels and sneakers.. im looking for something in between.
I'm kinda renewing this year's theme to "flats".

A new school bag.
preferrably like the pink one I had, cuz this green one rite.. i used it last year
zz

A David Archuleta poster.
cuz.. I have been a fan of this IDOL, and yet I don't have his poster.
it's a shame =(

A new guitar.
My mum's asking me to give the old one back to my cousin T.t

Colour papers.
like, i love them. haha.

A white handphone letak-er. 
like, those lil bags u use to put ur phone?
I want a white one ^^
with BLING ^^

The whole set of shopaholic series!! ^^
Cuz.. I WANT LA.


I've always wanted to...

  • see the stars ^^
  • be able to see the morning sky without having to squint my eyes.
  • wear my chun chun sunglasses OUTSIDE.
  • sing while showering. LOL =x
  • return all the stuff i borrowed
  • eat 3 whole plates of rice
  • throw my fish tank away -.-
  • change my hair- perm, straighten, curl, DYE.
  • wear fake eyelashes, simply to noe how it feels like.
  • kill that spider that has been creeping near my fish tank recently.
  • bring my dog to my bed.
  • eat a whole 1.5litre tub of ice cream.
  • be able to tahan ketawa.
  • complete writing a short story, to show people that I CAN DO ANYTHING I SET MY MIND TO.
  • lose weight xDDD
  • watch someone play the piano without noticing me. (haha what a wish)
  • watch chick flicks for a whole day.
  • go to the movies with popcorns and soft drinks and finish them.
  • scream when i'm angry.
  • get angry; like really really angry.
  • tell my friends how much they matter to me, and that each one of them is unique =)
  • play PS2 and shout and jump like a guy. lol.
  • go to school with a different style everyday.
  • do something DIFFERENT.
  • be weird.
  • be a nerd.
  • stay awake a whole day in school.
  • dance ^^
  • learn to dance. =.=
  • sleep for 12 continuous hours.
  • work for some bigshot company, before i graduate from Perimbun.
  • write something so nice that Pn. K will go.. "nice" instead of, 
  • "y u always write crap?"
  • camwhore with a bunch of crazy freaks, i.e my gang xD
  • not care about everyone else in the world and do whatver i want.
  • remember my resolutions -.-
  • do homework? no, not really.
  • look pretty =x
  • go to prom looking like some skater duddette.
  • be less annoying =p
  • play dare in a mall with lots of people.
  • hug DA!
  • meet DA and make him remember me.
  • stick a masking tape that writes "i rock" in my forehead and walk around school.
  • make people laugh xD
  • watch animes the whole holidays.
  • learn to skate.
  • fit in. zz
  • go travelling with friends ^^
  • get bulimia or anorexia. lol.
  • cut my wrist. hehehehehe.
  • do something completely crazy like speaking backwards a whole day.
  • celebrate Holi with gurv ^^
  • leave school without leaving my friends.
  • throw all my books away.
  • write a letter in a bottle and throw it out to sea, without killing any turtles.
  • be the host of Globe Trekker.
  • get a self-cleaning room.
  • be brave enough to ride on the whildest roller coaster ever.
  • be more adventurous.
  • get straight As for SPM -.-
  • win an argument. xD
  • watch sunrise with all my loved peers ^^

hahaha.. got alot more but I cant think of any now.
LOL. got nothing to do thts y nia post.
xD

Lols.. yesterday.. slept at 9.30!! 

haha
after dinner watch movie time slp dy halfway zz
so reach bed nia wan sms de, bt terus mati dy
lol.

Got BB marh yesterday... so I wrote the Easter March report la.
Easter march on 18th marh..
den i tink again la, *eh so long nvr wear mufti dy hor, this week wad week ah*
den tink tink tink..
*DING DING DING!!*
2day 18th nia..
L.O.L.

So wore uniform to BB.
then when got up the van..
"EH Y U ALL WEAR MUFTI DE??"
lol.
aiyoooooo-ed the whole journey to church.
hahaha xDD

Then, for the first time in BB, people actually notice my presence -.-
coz once i entered nia,
sum ppl were jz staring.
ZZZZ
then sir tan went like, thumbs up to me.
Go Elaine!
Then mui was like, 
...JIE! WHYY??

lol.. so many la -.-
so kena 20.
20 nia xP
bt then got lectured by my beloved sgt -.-
nxt time if mufti day wear uni agn will kena pump 2x
so 40.

nvm la. 20 nia. 
when I kena time I was like, 
"aiyoooo if cnt do sure dam malu de T_________T"
mana tau do xia do xia 20 dy -.-
i oso shocked 0.o

den wayne ask,
eh lynn y u wear uniform 1.?
*i was so sick of tht q*
forgot. =)
ohh. nvm la ure cute, wearin sumthin different.
tht time rite. my expression rite.
PRICELESS.
i just went.
HUH?!?!?! +____________+
and my face turned oso lar.

den pastor kwan came.
so both keng gai in front of me.
commenting y i wore uniform -.-
i was rly zz-ed.
so i told them
sir, got 2 more members oso x]
oh yes ahh?? waaa.. so go jalan jalan n pantau dy them.
good la =x

Den got sqd activity..
dam syi0k lorh!
kena drink pepper drink and sth..
SUMTING LA. coz they add nice nice ingredients to the 100plus.
Jes n Kai Xian de idea!!

reminds me of the bbq "gathering" last year lor..
quite nice leh tht time xD
tht time got nic, ric, josh mui, jian, yang, and cf. i tink got more la, cnt rly rmb -.-
tht tim lagi syi0k, got potato, mint sauce, bbq sauce, thousand island, ITALIAN DRESSING.
CUKA. got alot la. I kena the first time play tht game xD

K den after tht got exam x.X
gud ting sej time i was looking at the ex-Agongs pics..
coz duwan listen mah xD
So see la. ter-glance the constitution 0.o!
so gt read a while ^^
the kbkk q all i duno hw to jawab
ZZZZ
then last minute nia got "ilham"
so i ansewered all the q lor.. but all dam nonsense de.

the 3 types of crime hor..
i wrote
heavy, moderate and mild
zzz

i'm the 3rd last tht hantar ^^

then drill..
duno how. tht time blur blur 1 -.-
sudd kena 58 pumps.
chams x.X
den i was like, 
haiyo 20 nthg ma, 58 shld b ok gwa -.-
mana tau..
hand shaking at 3x
den do wid 1 leg on the floor
haha =x
den got ppl go out command lor..
Haih, I dam x suka leh command
ZZZZ
coz nid tink so much -.-

then.. captain ball.
lol.
i feel dam useless there -.-
I jump hor, to rampas bola.
cw lik gt nthg depan him nia.
he din throw the ball
he just tossed it.
I jump.
tak sampai his hand -.-
ZZZZ
so in the end sure lose larh!!
sqd 1 wor!
got Fong help us la, coz x ckp orang ><

den after tht lawan sqd 2.
3 all xD
woahh when sqd 2 score rite..
feli will jump de.
den when she jump rite.
will turn 1.

dam cute eh! 
lol =x

den anson will go,
"LYNN, LOOK BEFORE YOU THROW"
zzz

tht time i rly blur liao.

den dismiss time.. hand cnt lift dy.
seriously cnt lift.
after tht samo wan "meeting"
standing samo -.-
zzz
i wasn't myself. 
i tink i scolded sum1 -.-

LOL. 
den they playing volleyball.
tht time recharged dy xDDD
so stood nxt to ta.
I came nia everyone dun whack liao de.
coz..
me n ta kip clapping and saying.
"hao chiu hao chiu!!"
everytime sum1 miss we will clap n shout la xDD
den sudd chg dy 
to..
"good ball! good ball!! GOOD MAN!!"

haha.. den they got sick of it la -.-
so play dodgeball.
i duno how to play.
so went ric thr keng gai la.

he said if i nt going his hse den i nid to belanja him sushi -.-
den he said..
i wun choi u for 2 months.

so i said la.
u dun choi me den i cnt belanja u leh dai lou
zz
he was speechless xD

i rly tot i could go lorh, bt dad say i rly cnt dy
coz i will faint or slp or mati thr -.-

mmg btol coz i mati-ed at 9.30 xD

ah well. BB day mah.