"I hate her. My therapist told me to write all the things I hate about her, then burn it."

"Great, did it work out?"

"Well I wrote it all down...."

"and?"

"I mailed it to her."

"..."

Just came back from the usual Sunday trips.

Had lunch in a place called fish farm -.-

which served lakefood and vegetables.

What happened to good old poultry??!

I hate fish -.- I love sushi x)

Anyway, nothing much to blog,

I dont understand my whole point of blogging, really.

Like, I don't feel anything.

It's like, I live my life everyday,

waiting for something to happen.

And in the meantime, I'm just living it.

Nobody gets it, huh?

I don't feel sad, or miserable,

I don't have anyone to get angry at,

I don't have anything to laugh or be happy about,

I don't have tantrums and throw stuff around the house,

I feel so empty.

like, what the heck is wrong with me.

emosi terlalu stabil.

roflmao ><

HJ got me geo-ing again -.-

another day wasted *sobs*

Holidays are really nice when you have nothing to do.

like, the whole day.

Sighh... when you have stuff to do,

the holiday mood flies T.T

Nothing to report for today? 0.o

Kinda watched cartoons the whole day x.X

then went out at night 0.o

Going away for camp soon,

thrilled =.=

AAARRRGHHHHH ><

Fell in love with this song.

It was in Disney Channel ^^
Dedicated to the people in love ^^

Despite the headache, watching this video on PC is not that bad =)

beats any other music video any day xD

Tuning into : Silence.

Currently obsessed with : All the colours of darkness - Peter Robinson

It's hard to imagine myself liking a crime novel as much as chick lit.

Although chick lit takes only a day to complete, while the crime novels might take a few days.

I am that obsessed with chick lit.

I can just sit in a room all day just reading it.

Hard as I may try, I still hadn't finished Cecilia Ahern's PS:  I Love You.

It's a bestseller but I have been trying to finish it since March.

And I kept stopping in the middle;

then forgetting were I stopped,

then losing the spirit to read it again.

Wasted =)

I love Jodi Picoult's The Tenth Circle ^^

It's really really nice!!!

And it's so deep.

It's so deep that I suddenly feel that Sophie Kinsella's are really really shallow -.-

As in, shallow to the point that the more you read it, the blonder you get.

But I'm still reading it xDDD

It's funny how I get headaches for reading upside down,

it feels weird when some fluid thing rushes to your brain and you feel like drowning.

It's funny to feel like you're drowning when you can actually breathe.

Hardy har har I'm getting all freaky again ^^

Okay, so I found out, 

in this short time of "self-proclaimed-moment-of-truth",

that there are actually 9 levels of hell (according to Dante's poem, inferno.)

And it's kinda interesting, reading about the nine levels of hell.

Ironic as it seems, according to Dante,

Hell gets colder the deeper you get into it.

This type of hell discovering drawn fear into me.

I'm gonna be all goody two shoes from now on!! xD 

So went out the whole day today,

not really whole day, more half a day than whole.

I enjoy sleeping.

I know, it's so rare!! But I keep sleeping.

Like, non-stop!!

It is found that 70% of people that lacks sleep are obese.

Because of the hormone your body produces when you are sleepy.

This hormone makes you HUNGRY.

So I shall sleep more to lose weight xDDDD

when in doubt, ask.

when in hunger, sleep.

=)

Life rocks when you cut yourself from communicating with

the outside world.

Nah, KIDDING X)

Inconsistency of blogging =)

Okay, went to school to pass and exchange DVDs and novels,

who knew it would be done so fast -.-

then keng gai-ed with feli and tk xDD

FUNNY LARH.

Refer to TK's blog for more info?? =p

Then, halfway keng gai suddenly that baka teacher call me -.-

But nice oso coz got Hema and Uthaya ^^

So we were supposed to paint the mural.

Paint nia, so we go hunting for cat larh,

then suddenly a whole blob of blue paint landed on my legs and sleeves -.-

So hema lent me her pj clothes xDD

ended up she had to paint with her baju kurung larh =x

I love her x)

SO then, halfway painting, we got so sick of boring stuff.

Hema, (of all people) suggested painting our palms then sticking it to the wall!! xD

NICE LARH.

So we had green hands, front and back (I got carried away ><)

Encik Rahim was like, "cat dinding sampai ke cat badan, apa ni?? =.="

roflmao xD

and after the painting was done-

I had Hema's PJ pants half coloured blue (because of our stupidity -.-)

HAIR with blobs of blue paint, (someone used the roller to fast -.-)

SHOES with nice dark and light blue patterns (hehe I got carried away =p)

and my face had black paint which was misunderstood as mascara (hello?)

But I had fun ^^

And minus the fact that I looked like some freaking construction worker on the way back from school, It's been a great day =)

Can't wait for Saturday and Monday!! x)

Oh, and I've got a new ambition now ^^

I wanna be a PAINTER when I grow up.

so when Hema's dream comes true she can hire me ^^

although she clearly stated that she would not =p

Then Uthaya asked what was my ambition.

My answer :

"It varies. According to what I'm currently doing. Like painting."

Her eyes widened.

HARDY HAR HAR XD

and finally, after 5 years in Perimbun,

we left our handprints and names on the walls!!

I shall be remembered!! xDD

Tuning into : Fall for you - Secondhand Serenade (yes, thanks to you feli =x)

Currently obsessed with : Jodi Picoult - The Tenth Circle.

You should have seen the look on Angela's face when I fished that book out to read during PJ paper. xDD

And her expression was priceless when she found out that I'm a fan of Jodi as well ^^

To those that thinks I will be online 24/7 during the holidays, after the exams,

to those that thinks I will be spending my holidays at home, gaming or watching animes,

you don't know me at all =x

Well, partly because I am only allowed to read novels freely at home during the holidays,

partly because I love going out during the holidays, even if it is with my cousins,

even if it involves walking slowly in a mall with my grandmother because she walks slow,

partly because I only enjoy my television priveleges during holidays,

and partly because I have a nice TV and a comfortable, CLEAN, un-messy room to use =)

I don't think I will spend my holidays in this skanky, messy room, 

the room that reminds me of my life,

the room that I spent almost at least 10 hours a day in,

the room- that made got me addicted to all the things that I used to be addicted to.

People, I have made up my mind.

I will spend my holidays wisely,

I will detoxicate my mind from all bad energy emitted from the PC,

I will update my outdated self by camping with magazines,

I will catch up with all the novels that I brought but were not able to finish,

I will watch all my DVDs in my beautiful living room,

I will spend more time with my friends,

I will complete all my work that is supposed to be completed,

I will lead a healthy lifestyle by cutting off snacking,

I will maintain my physique by exercising,

and last but not least, I will lose weight.

Straight on =)

And I also will clean my skanky room, my impossible wardrobe,

my overflowing bookshelf, my stash of cups and bowls from all the food I brought upstairs,

my files with documents dated to 2004, my BED, (under and above),

and last but not least, my collection of pretty drawings will be recycled for the sake of nature.

I HAVE CHANGED BABYYHH!!!

Y'know, this is what I tell myself on every single darn holiday.

Which I ended up ignoring, because of my not-so-high willpower

and my great-but-not-so-great inner procrastinating self.

=)

I. AM. ON. HOLIDAY. PEOPLE!!

xD

ahhh BLISSSSS x)

I'm already bored of twitter =x

Nothing much about today, discussing plans to go SHOPPING xD

too bad larh, as usual, our gang-

plan for 5 mins then talk bout popteen -.-

then back to point, takl bout ugly betty -.-

Oh there's ugly betty tonight!! 

Be sure to catch it!!! xDDD

Currently buffering animes, can't wait for holidays to start ^^

Weight gain here I come!! =x

Watched the secret yesterday, (no, it's not the Jay one but I love that show xD )

AND.. we have to live our dreams in order to achieve them.

So now I'll start telling people-

"I'm so HOT I contribute to global warming! YEAH HUH."

Hardy har har xD

no, not really -.-

bee tee double-u,

WHOEVER THAT HAS MY NEW MOON, MY NOVELS,

ANY TYPE OF CLOTHES,

DVDS AND PENDRIVES,

AND OTHER MISCELLANEOUS STUFF THAT IS MINE;

PLEASE KINDLY RETURN IT BECAUSE I AM GETTING-

tensed up.

people-

I'm ON TWITTER!!!

xD

Just came back. 

Nothing to blog.

Erm...

OMG first time so speechless -.-

Haha, I bet my speechless post will last dam long.

Since I get so easily distracted =.=

Err..

What to say?

Here's the picture as requested from my dear sister 3 ^^

Look for shook chin xDD

and get the shock of your life =x

IT'S POSSIBLE TO LOSE WEIGHT!!

This pic shines hope on my dreams.

Hardy har har xD

Okay, the climax of the day is-

scanning pictures from 1983 to 1997.

..and truly we can see people grow through pictures.

It gave me a terrible shock to witness the existence of dao-gei-ness in our officers.=x

roflmao xDDD

Okay, so today, BB as usual, nothing much happened.

Rained today. Hate the rain zz

But still, looking at those pictures-

I felt touched larh, at how much the company has grown.

You can see our officers today in those pictures wearing senior uniform.

Their whole childhood was full of BB spirit.

So chunted larh xD

Here's an advice- take more pictures with friends,

take them as much as possible, as crazy as possible-

because one day you will get old and look back.

"How I wished I could run"

HARDY HAR HAR xD

So the pictures kinda reminds you that you've done it before.

And because my mood is hype today,

here's a picture xDD

I don't know why I scanned this irrelevant picture-

but once I saw this, i HAD to.

For more pictures contact me xD

It's hard to imagine they've went through the things we go through today.

Seriously.

xD

Tuning into : Zero Gravity - David Archuleta

Yopes.

New fishes and new tank installed xDDD

Got it once I got back from TK's house.

Kay, so they're rm2 per guppy (again -.-)

and I will have to pay double if it dies.

My dad says it's only through this way I will take care of them properly.

Like dude, I can have an empty tank to stare at, can't I?

=) Luv my dad xD

So CM and Feli came to my house today.

I permitted access to cheeming to enter my room -.-

Obviously not a good thing.

But nothing really unfortunate happened larh, so-

=) still okay xD

Then walked to TK's house, a Friday routine 0.o

Sien larh today,

go there to Naruto and watch movie, end up studied T________T

but ok oso larh, I feel smarter and RECHARGED. roflmao.

Samo kena tease by a ten year old.

"Noob"

But he's dam cute lar xDD

And in school played with bubble talk.

Gonna try it on someone! ^^

hardy har har xD

And btw, I lost the ring made of TK's bro's pick up stick.

Haih, wanted to show him larh =.=

see how he react =x

Currently craving for good shows 0.o

Have a nice weekend peeps! xD

Okay my attempt to make my blog die died.

hardy har har xD

Anyways, exam time is the best time to observe how your friends behave.

Do they fidget?

What are the habits they can't throw?

What weird thing do they do when they think no one's looking??

I noticed that on almost every girl's table stands a bottle.

Be it a 'So What' bottle or the usual evian, it stands on their table.

And I ALSO notced that everytime they look at the bottle they take a sip.

haha xD

one really nice habit about felicia.. =x

she likes to hunch for 5 seconds, then sit up straight for 10 seconds.

and she does that alternately.

HAHAHAHAHAHA XD

Wei Seng loves shaking his legs.

And he wears green striped socks every wednesday.

Bet nobody noticed THAT.

Chee Ming likes to make that *tsk tsk* sound while doing the exam -.-

TK likes to stare at feli and laugh =p

Angela, (when she thinks nobody is looking) likes to scratch the side of her mouth =x

She opens her mouth and scratches the side, the joint of her upper and lower lips =p

and a few girls will take their 5x0 calculators and look at their reflection =x

hehe x)

cuz it's got a nice reflective panel thing.

Mun Kit has a weird sitting posture 0.o

Ask anyone, he sits with his legs on the chair 0.o

Adrenaline marh xD

Okay my neck is hurting -.-

not my neck. shoulder blades.

I crave for chocolate milk. 

My inner yoga master is asking me to stop.

Okay =)

Happy belated 520 to all my beloved readers, friends, SISTERS, and family =)