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Dear God, Help me.

ohmygosh- i just realised i'll be super busy during the entirw holidays!! *sobs* Whoever that created the term "honeymoon year", is seriously disturbed. Lemme tell you what my life is currently revolving around.. Well, it's almost everything. AAARRGGHHH its dreadful to even mention it....! Life is hard.. I miss form3 sooooo much!! All the work is giving me headaches and eyesores; what's worsE? Pimples!! -.- I don't like this, i don't like this one bit~!! If my dad read this blog, he would tell me to stop... Like, immediatley. I know i shouldn't like, hide all my activities from him knowing- but what am i supposed to do? -sigh- again, Life is hard..

Kay, so holidays start on the 24th, if im not mistaken.. so...

24th May :St Johns NCO training course
25th May :St Johns State workshop
26th May :St Johns NCO training course exam; Church camp day 1; drama rehearsal 01
27th May :Church camp day 2
28th May :Church camp day 3
29th May :Church camp day 4, Annual camp day 1, drama rehearsal 02
30th May :Annual Camp day 2
31st May :Annual Camp day 3
1st June :Church
2nd June : Mom gets opt; drama rehearsal 03
3rd June :drama rehearsal 04
4th June : St Johns Area Camp Day 1; drama rehearsal 05
5th June : St Johns Area Camp Day 2; drama rehearsal 06
6th June : St Johns Area Camp Day 3; drama rehearsal 07
7th June : St Johns Area Camp Day 4; drama rehearsal 08; BB
8th June :Church
9th June :School starts today
11th June :Drama Competition

So, im under a dilemma.. My mom would be in the hospital for God knows how long, Jeva is practically forcing us to join the area camp, the workshop is clashing with my camp to johor, pn kamales would probably kill me for skipping even one practice, my dad would get insane if i told him my plans for the holidays, i would kill myself if i skip any one of these!! arrghh... i feel like dying.. Gee, and i thought i could at least breathe during the holidays.. suffocating's more like it.. and the worst thing is, with such a paced schedule and my family condition right now, i cant even find the time for at least ONE movie! It's like, at every free time i have, i'll have to go take care of my mom.. Sigh, looks like there's nothing i can do abt it huh... ohmygosh n i totally totally forgot about the prs karnival kerjaya.. and singapore??? booo hoo, looks like i'll have to wait...

great hema jz smsed me to register for the workshop.. I dont even know if im going.. And im running out of time- and out of cash. Then it's just so fortunate of me to have josh reminding me to pass up the form for the Bb thing on saturday.. You know what I think? I think i lost the form! Seriously. Oh yeah, and the mid terms are like, in approximately 84 hours from now. Good, now i have studies to take these holidays off my mind.. hold on, i need to breathe..
*inhales, coughs, exhales* even the air isnt on my side =.=

Ah well, so sorry if i ruined your mood, ure probably thinking i dont have that much to do, and that u have more work than i do... and no, im not referring to a specific person so u can stop wondering. k lar..

Its not like its gonna keep me from being the happy i dont care type, y'know? xDDD

Supa-dupa tiring day!! zZzZ

Lols, look at me.. started a blog, 1st day oni so semangat.. nw like so dead jors, write oso lazy.. haha

hmm, wht happen today lerh??
i went to school.. as usual... den den den.. today gt the ko-ko thing lerh, i dun rly like, coz so boring.. but usually me n ginny will be toking abt desperate hsewives n ugly betty tht was on tv every tuesday night.. hahas. Then after tht was free time.. xDDD i dono y larh moral teacher went in a while oni like sesat den est teacher din masuk at all oso = = den today jm launch rocket mar, so he bought the tennis ball to schl lor.. when navein saw he was like, FOOTVALL!! n there they were at the back kicking the tennis ball. and it was all boring.... TILL I DECIDED TO PLAY!!! whoo hoo lynn is in the house baby!!! haha. So navein n joachim was against me n me u noe!! den i kicked the ball lar.. i was facing the back door marh.. once i kicked- i didnt even aim, it went up to navein's -toot-!!! LOL MAN GURVINA KAVI VANESSA N UTHAYA WERE DERE AND THOSE PERVERT LADIES WERE LIKE, ROFLMAO MAN!!! hahaha.... den it was back to normal larh.. me n lok yee went and trashed hanjons fon, watch happy tree friends and got grossed out- till the bm teacher came.. haihz, another boring boring day man... so de bm teacher was toking abt the bina-ing ayat and how 4 beta should be answerring the paper; "professionally", she says. Then ringg!!! rehat!! wahh, today bm oni 15mins!! so syi0k!!
"eh today follow ko-ko jadual larh!" ......its like when the kite is flying so high up in the air suddenly got hit by a helicopter. ARGGH!!! More bm after recess?!?! kill me better man.. haiz. Then during recess i ate with gurv irfan and uths lar, as usual.. i dunnoe where the alfa-ians went.. so dun care lar. Then after tht got add maths, jz do latihan as usual.. after tht got physics.. Hanjon went n tried on the solar cap with navein.. hahaha so funny looking lar dey all. den we discussed the smart physics thing lor.... argh, talk about studies- im not prepared for the mid terms and here i am blogging.. Ah well~ surely can de lar hor? xD

After school, i went home to makan lor, nid to save money lerh, coz my mum not gonna pay for bsb t-shirt n prs t-shirt.. haiz. anyway, it'll get worse if u talk more about it.. words of wisdom by hema.. haha. Then we went for prs.. we HAD to enter at least one competition.. and the teacher was like form4 students need to take part in media.. arghh and hema starts panicking.. and talking about her busy life..haiz, poor her... Poor me oso, coz so much of work to do... sad le, making me so moody these days.. Then, its as if by fate that ginny appears in me n hema's life, pulling every single string and zip and button on my super-cute bag and claims that she "discovered" the bags' function all by herself.. the hema says, "yee lynn taught u how to do it la" Lols, three's a crowd.. but in our case, three's a crazy. haha... Kay, so after that i went rushing to basketball club meet.. As usual, me n angela were busy, leaving nobody to write the laporan.. as usual, im supposed to cover that up cuz angela does it most of the time; so its my turn now.. man i got sooooo em song man when ck made this statement: "lei gei xi wui dak han ger lar??" ...as if i havent been thru enuf rite?? anyway dun care bout him larh, annoying xP. den i went for drama... pn kamales was doing reading.. i quite unhepi lar, coz at first nobody was listening to my suggestions- as usual.. sigh~ i feel so left out lar there.. jz c the acting drama team lar.. im like, the strange type. I dunnoe y now only i realised.. so fine lar, i guess i shld jz act n do my part the best as i can, altho i already know this is not the way the crew should behave- but i have no choice, i guess... so i din even try to suggest anything after tht lor.. i was messing with navein n pradheep, haha.. they're fun.... in a weird kinda way. Lols. hmm.. so after the drama i c the guys launch rocket.. i cant stay for too long coz had tution... haiz. During tution i felt like, dying. Literally. coz i was so sleepy, and i cant remember anything abt jurnal thingys..!! n i was waiting n waiting n waiting for the clock to strike 6.30... and it came!! so i walked home.. den i ate dinner.. my parents are eating out agaiin.. sigh~ nowadays everyone in the family is so bz man.. k den my gramma had to use the pc so i watched tv for a while lor.. n i on the pc at abt 8 sumting lar.. den chat n write this blog n sms at the same time.. haha.. so thts it lar.. is it too long ar this post? haha... at first i didnt wanna post coz dono wht to rite.. but i guess i cant stop once i started huh.. haha..

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hahaha.... guess i cant keep up with this blogging thing.. Kay, im gonna take this as my online diary from now on.. Phew, now what else to write?

Today is... not really exhausting, cuz got no drama rehearsals.. It was cancelled.. WOOTS!! hehe.. >< So when i went home, my maid didnt prepare lunch.. 'Cause I told her no nid prepare wat... haiz, so when i went home all tired n hungry, theres no lunch. So i was kind of angry lar, cuz everything is always notified at the last minute.. causing me have to cook maggi mee all by myself... *sobs* and believe it or not, it was 3 when i finally got to eat... After cooking oso dun feel so hungry dy man.. haiz. Den after tht my sister said cannot go online. WHY?? 'Cause dad wants to use it in his office, so you cant turn on the modem. OH PLEASE, LIKE MY DAY COULDNT GET ANY 'BETTER'. So fine lar, i still have my temper under control... so i went to my bed.. n flipped thru the sejarah reference book(no kidding), and jz read lor... At abt 5 i cldnt stand it any longer- I need some sleep!!! Ahh~ air-cond is on.. Paradise.. Wait- So I slept... before 5 minutes of peace and zen, there my sister is pestering me about her stupid folio. AAARRRGGHHH!!!! So i said lar, leave it. i'll help u tonite.. so i went back to sleep. THEN SHE SCREAMED AT MY EARS, where's the pink pen?!?! Ohmygosh, like i know lar... What, like i stuffed it to my brains? She seriously needs a time-out. After a series of "I dont know"s and "shut up and stop screaming!!"s we finally got it over with. It was 5.30. Fine, i can sleep till 7. Unfortunately, dinner is served at 6 today cuz of my maid lar again.. Her stupid temper is SO getting on my nerves weyh..! ARGH!! Okay i'll just go down and eat then. I was starting to get hungry anyway. After that, YESS can go online dy!! whoo hoo!! so i went online, chatted with 'someone'... posted in some group discussion thingys, and i wanted to start doing my maths homework which was due today. ( Teaher didnt punish me cuz i genuinely covered it up with an innocent face and Uthaya's book). But alas! she's gonna check it again tomorrow. So fine, I'll do it today- what's the big deal anyway, right? I mean, Its just 25-30 questions.... Lols. So i was hunting for my pens.. Gurvina took my eraser home, i suppose. I had to use this super small piece of rubber, its like, the size of a 2-carat diamond. Yup, that's how it is. So i got myself settled, and... What's that sound? OH NO!! my sister has tution today!! Argh, i have to walk her to the tution centre lar.. Ish i hate responsibilities. So I did my work, checked out felicia's bloggie, and decided "hey maybe i should get myself a blog too!!" so there i was so semangat to sign up... online diary here I come!! huh? whats wrong? y cant register..?? apparantly i already regisered last year..and i forgot about it. I even named my blog sakura kiss, un-believable. So fine lar, i did all the procedures crap and then chose a skin.. Felicia's blog skin is sooo nice so i dedcided to get one too lar, but too bad.. always oso got error!! I gave up at approx. 9.30pm. I did my maths homework, got scolded from my dad cuz i gave him 4 empty CDs when he asked for 10, completed my sister's folio and i decided to choose the skins again.. FINALLY i found this crown-like thing, so i was like, hopefully got no error this time.. and success!! whoo hoo!!! So then i viewed my blog.. Then I realised I have no posts..!! haha so i wrote this one.. My first post.. Hope y'all like it!! xD