sleepy; but can't sleep.

Again.

Someone get me some cough syrup xDD

Today in BB, fun as usual xDD

cant believe J will be leaving us..

When Anson first told me, I wanted to cry on the spot.

I thought he didn't notice 0.o

The second announcement- that time I finally heard it through J's own mouth.

We have been in the same squad for 2 years and more.

True, we don't share secrets or spend endless hours in void conversations.

We don't have much common interests,

we don't hang out together, we don't laugh at the same jokes-

but somehow his existence made me feel happy.

Everytime we meet, we share a genuine smile-

the type of smile that reaches your eyes.

We exchange a "hello" or "Hey!" whenever we meet in the eye.

But that was all.

J is the type of friend that can make your day by just being there.

Maybe most of you out there might think i'm exaggerating,

cuz i'm not even J's close friend.

It's allright, I don't know what's wrong with me either.

He is a wonderful friend and caring leader.

It was just too bad he had to leave BB.

We're happy that he is staying with his mom now,

and he would get the equal amount of love, and maybe more,

that we now have but did not appreciate.

To those that noticed I have been depressed since this afternoon,

to those that noticed I was behaving differently,

thanks =)

and I'm allright.

there's nothing a bucket of tears and some chocolate chip cookies can't fix =)